The mc goes to work for a new company and as sono as he gets there he meets ml who stinks of alcohol and mc wants to puke. Mc actually left his old company because they found out he was gay and the man he was with said he assaulted him (not true). Ml finds mc cute and they start a physical relationship but ml quicku wants more and wants to date mc, but mc refuses because ml is an orphan and he told mc once that he wanted a family and mc thinks he's gonna get abandoned once ml finds a woman. They solve this but then ml gets transferred and they also have to go through this hardship together. I think one of the characters names was shima??? It's one of my faves bls but I can't find it anywhere
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/doushitemo_furetakunai/
you're lucky, I've reread the side story literally yesterday and that's the only reason I remember the title ( ̄∇ ̄")
Beat him so bad his own mama wouldn't recognize him