Now I wanna know that is Rowena(idk if it's the right name let's say Fl) the fiance who died while horse riding...If not then is she a substitute for that dead fiance ... because I have reached the end and still didn't found any clue about this
Maybe I skipped the chapter but I really don't wanna read it again....
Please answer my question
So why did this ML not accept the child with FL as his ?
The other women in the starting who she was ?
Did ML had that relationship with her ??
Or any other during their marriage??
Why he never loved his wife for 10 yrs ??
Ahh no I had read this story a long time ago and then after the scene (as much as I remember of him sharing the bed with his wife ....ummm...that 18 + chapter when they both went on trip ) I left it to marinate and then I saw a youtube short on this , suddenly I remembered that this story exists . Now I can't remember the storyline , like I do remember the plot but not the whole story....
And I don't wanna reread it becuz I went through the hell of emotional rollercoaster due to this ...
I just want anwers of these questions so that I can remember the missing piece becuz yk the short video I watched had the scene where a women (the one in the starting of chapters was living with him like his wife , ik the child is his biological younger brother thought not sure like from same mother or some other women , and their was also a scene in the short video where he was sleeping or doing some stuff with some other women ..... As much as I remember after war he lost some of his memories especially I think about his wife , he thinks his wife cheated {I don't remember why }, he has a lover who he loves ????, thought later on he gets to know the son the women says they have is his brother , and also that his wife's son is his biological son .)
That's why please have some mercy on me and answer these questions of mine ....
wow that was such a long love letter /j
anyway to answer your questions— first, he lost his memories while battling in the war because if i can still remember (i have short term memory lol) he keep trying to suppress his emotions that lead to some of his memories become blurred (i think he had a selective amnesia ig?) plus the fl's grandmother is manipulating the letter she keep sending to him if i can still remember there's one letter where she sent or should i said the grandmother sent a letter of divorce (this is where he probably start losing his memories because of the overflowing emotion he's trying to suppress.) and i think the cheif of the war or someone who really cared about the ml saw the letter and then he did something (I FORGOT WHAT HE DID!)
so since he lost some of his memories he didn't know if he really did the DEED with her before he go so he thought while he's away she got pregnant by another man but since he loved her and he didn't want her to leave him, he tried to care for the child and eventually end up loving him.
HE HAD A LOVER WHO HE LOVE YEAH! THE GIRL WHO ENTERED THE HOUSE BUT THAT BEACH DIDN'T EVEN LOVE MY BOY (i'm sure he didn't love her) and if i could still remember she tried to set him up with the other girl ! •ᯅ•
so, yeah, here is it. i recommend reading it again now that you know he never really cheated. knowing that i spoil you, you can now read this with open heart. ᐢᴗ ᴗᐢꕀ♡
girl... i'll correct my last statement about if he loved laura. HE DIDN'T, they both didn't love each other. he just mistook it for love since he's finding affection before— and yes, he did do the deed with laura but he has this condition where he really doesn't release semen or never got finished so he knew that he would never had a child with the other girls including laura, he thought that it's the same with the fl because he forgotten (i've already said the reason)
I would like to add something. Last I remember even if he did like his wife when they first met, he then forgot. After he returned from the war, he didn’t have any feelings for her anymore. If anything, he didn’t like her just as much as she didn’t like him. They both had resentment towards each other. Most of the beginning of the story was about them mutually falling in love. That was the point of mending their relationship and getting character development.
Can't u just ask like why is your wife angry with u ...I mean how he didn't notice that she is not feeling well...like man u have been with her for more than a year...like married for a year and boss and secratary for idk how many yrs .....
And dude she also could ask her husband that why the heck in the world is their a women in our house or apartment wearing your bathrobe....okay I agree she is his sister ... I am close with my siblings but no matter what I don't walk around in front of my brother or sister or even parents wearing a bathrobe ... I'm not a orthodox person ... I talk freely about my periods and other problems with my brothers ....
But at the end dumb story . No shittty story
Don't read
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Well I read the story but I didn't understood it at all . Because the first 18 chapter are not loading no matter from which device or account i try so please somebody explain this to me.
Like what I know fl and ml were married but now divorced. Fl has a brother who is blind i guess. ML think fl cheated and FL thinks ML cheated I don't know if it actually happened. FL was taken as granted. She and her bro belongs to crimson family. FL loved ml a lotttt... It's illegal to do innovation related to technology. It's illegal to make damaged things like tram or something idk alright.
im not sure if i should mark this as a spoiler or not so i’m just gonna be safe
so to recap the fl is taken into questioning by the police and they make her drink a tea that will make her remember all her childhood memories but she’ll lose all memories of the interrogation. During the interrogation she’s offered the choice of betraying the ml by leaking his weakness or saving her brothers eyesight. (The ml was supposed to become royalty for some reason, not sure entirely why.) The fl wakes up like a week later and the newspapers are filled with his weakness about his mother and questions his qualifications to become royalty. It was his dream to become a royal due to some tension with his mom or something (i didn’t fully understand this part i just accepted it and moved on.) This causes the ml to believe that the fl betrayed him because only details she would know were included, and they found medicine for her brothers eyes in her room. The Ml’s dad tells her to go to a monastery and she agrees to go so that the ml will forgive her. The monastery is pretty much a prison and she endures a lot of mistreatment there. Shes pretty much abused because her views don’t match what the father was preaching. She ends up getting sick and almost dying so the Ml’s father visits her and she asks for divorce papers. He makes her sign an nda so that the ml doesn’t ever find out about how she was treated. She recovers and then tells the ml that shes divorcing him. During this time the fl starts to remember her childhood where her parents made clocks and other things so she begins to fix clocks around the manner. She recruits one of the servants from the manner and then opens a clock shop on her own. She starts visiting her brother again and giving him the medicine but it hasn’t shown any signs of healing. After she opens a shop she becomes friends with her neighbors and surrounding people. There was an incident where a tram broke and she was asked to fix it otherwise people would lose their jobs. Fixing trams and technology is pretty much illegal so she risks her life to fix it. The ml appears to check out the tram so the fl is forced into hiding so she isnt executed. He finds her in hiding but doesnt kill her. They meet a few times after that, she questions how much love she gave and if it was even worth it. Then one day the ml appears with the father from the monastery because he was found out as a murderer. The ml’s father finds out and pretty much takes back all the alimony money they gave the fl. She goes to work it out and the ml’s father and he makes her kneel. Ml is right outside the door when this happens so he gets mad and rewrites the contract so the fl gets her money with no conditions. The fl is depressed thinking about how she gave so much and got nothing in return some more. Then the ml appears and says hes going to buy a watch but he ended up lying and searched her house because she fixed the tram. The fl snaps at him for treating her like shit and then almost has a breakdown. She tells him she’ll kill him and then faints. When she wakes up she found out that he stole all her blueprints from the safe in her room. These blueprints include a plane which is also highly illegal. She feels betrayed and wants to get them back. Although after seeing the blueprints the ml wants to use her to create an air force for military reasons. She goes to get them back and they have another moment (its more of a fight but with romantic tension and despair lmfao it happens a lot.) She could get killed for this but he decides to spare her again. He asks her how she remembers all this and she tells him it suddenly came to her one day. He doesn’t really believe her but lets it slide.
Thats pretty much all the important things so far. I hope this cleared up anything you might have missed. Sorry if its long or confusing im writing this after binge reading like 5 different manhwas so im going on fumes and memory.










Like all this fucking ml need is sex ... If you say no it hurts his fragile ego ...like dude just divorce