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Okay, if you haven't read it with an open mind, please stop reading. This isn't for you. End of discussion.
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I went through different phases of emotion while reading this. Siding with the MC, hating him, hating the ML, feeling his struggle on figuring out his emotion and eventually understanding him and loving him, but ofc adoring the second ML, doubting him, pitying him and hoping the best for him and I know that he has a lot to work on himself first for him to be happy.
MC - I got chills when I read that part that it should be his story. Why the hell is the story all about the 2 ML, their thoughts, their past and everything about them. And bam! I just realized how true is that. From all scenes before, there's nothing about MC's past at all. It's all about the present, his feelings for the 2 ML and then everything else are all about their thoughts. Whoa that just changes everything. Imagine talking to a wall? He expressed all his feelings but no one is hearing and understanding him. That just hits so effing hard! That's the time I understood why he is the way he is. He is just a lovable person who wants to be loved but also HEARD.
2nd ML - ahhh-!!! I love him!! Idk what else I have read that I screenshotted every scene he is in! He is just so adorable but behind that, what the ML said has also some truth in it. He is a bit shady. Why? He remembers his past. And he is using that past to stay with the mc without even telling him anything at all, just all vague information about him. Tbh, if it's irl? That's just sounds like a stalker. The way he is, exactly like what he is in the past, a faithful and loyal dog. But the MC didn't know anything so how do we expect him to acknowledge Cain's feelings? Cain didn't grow as a person, he lived his life still like a wolf so he wasn't able to move on from his past life. So everything happened because of his choices but not all of those are good for him. He definitely needed to meet the MC in order to have a closure and discover himself as a human, as a person.
I am searching for something to watch for my BL cravings then I saw this one in a recommended list. So I decided to check my mangago acct and see if I had already read this one and BAM! I rated it 1 star and tagged it as romanticising rape.
I hope the anime is a bit mellowed out with the SA, will try to watch it since the first episode, the SA didn't happen unlike in the manga. Hmmm, we'll see.