i wish hayden would now sort of go off the rails
like at the beginning when he was all for suffocating that dead dude with his pheromones cuz brett asked, or when he wasn't really concerned with how his and brett's relationship was a fucked up mess or brett's general state of being. now he seems all... soft? don't get me wrong, i want both of them happy. but brett is still a (very hot and badass) bastard, stuck in a very bad situation, and i think with how hayden is right now, he won't be happy with anything that isn't nice, sunshine-y and legal. i wish *he* was the one dragged into brett's messes. make him snap completely to protect brett or something, dear lord i am begging
WAH, MY HEART-- I LOVE THEM SO MUCH
Also, I kinda wish that blue-haired cutie would stay near Bomi to, I dunno, make sure he won't do any harm to Ha-woon and Wan 'cause it looks like he really cares. And then maybe they will fall for each other or something. Wan's friend and Bomi deserve to be happy, too!









problematic this, disgusting stuff that... who gives a shit?
i love their toxicity. the obsession was so fucking good, the codependence. it had good humor sprinkled in as well, and the fluff was so so nice too. i adored taeju still taking care of euihyun in the middle of fucking while he was in heat. sure, i was frustrated when he dipped out on him so much later on, but it more than made up for it when he stepped up so quickly, even with the kind of miscommunication of what they mean to each other. i cannot express how much i loved the scenes where he was getting a panic attack when he thought euihyun was going to kill himself, and then the scene in the bathroom where he had to sit in the corner because he was so scared for euihyun being in a body of water as small as a damn bathtub. chef's kiss