Novel readers, please spoil me everything. Im a very impatient person and my migraine can't take it anymore(deadass, help it wont stop until I know the premise) and im overanalyzing everything and also I have too much questions that are left unanswered.
It’s never explicitly shown, but yeah, ML is attracted to death and dead bodies there’s a whole thing that when they remove the chip from MC’s head, bro sucks it like a lollipop. There’s also the fact that he has a really quick way of getting a body, like his people already know how (he orders them to get a body that looks like MC, the author makes it look like he’s going to uh, use it, but it gets used to fake MC’s death)
Okay sooo, as far as I am reading into this story, both yaba and coca are healers right? But different at the same how different are there? And is one more powerful than the other or just the same? Also maybe im just overthinking it but something about coca to me doesn't feel right to me... And what happens now since apparently yaba's brother is actually alive, and seeing the fact that he's obviously into coca makes me think they either end up together or a whole massive problem will arise that wont be pleasant. Does paradiso also ever get demolished in the future? Or nah? The whole thing just ticks me off alongside castration, another thing, coca brought up something regarding healers and their voices, was it the grandfather/uncle? I forgot but when he was conducting the study coca said something that caught my attention that there might've been things that were left out. What would it be? (Sorry this might be too much questions lmao)
1. Both are healers, yes. Coca can only heal, but Yaba can both heal & hurt/kill.
2. The brother is actually the one that killed Coca’s family and followers in the incident when they were young. Coca now wants to use him to get Yaba away from the ML, and everyone is aware that the brother is also lusting after Yaba.
3. Paradiso actually belongs to the ML, and burns down. This is where the singers all go to live with the brother for a bit, and where coca’s plan to get Yaba away starts growing.
4. As mentioned, the club actually belongs to the ML who wanted to find a healer to save his sisters. He’s the one that funded a lot of the research too.
5. The “bring back to life” healer thing:
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The big final confrontation has the brother kidnapping Yaba and bringing him back to their childhood home. Coca wants to trade Yaba to Kiha for his own freedom, but can’t manage to get away from Kiha so he lets ML’s brother (who’s obsessed with Yaba) know where they’re all located. There’s a whole ass shootout and the ML shows up in a helicopter, and is there to rescue Yaba. Coca, in a fit of jealously, shoots the ML through the heart, and Yaba has a complete meltdown. He ends up bringing the ML back to life by killing basically everyone in the area, and Coca ends up becoming deaf in the encounter.
Theres more stuff that happens in between lmao, but hopefully this is interesting
HOLY SPOIL?! I can't wait for these to be drawn so all this time it was actually yaba who killed the people! I had a hunch he was but damn... Okay so having a bad feeling about coca wasn't me overthinking lol. Thank you so much, my head can rest now, no kidding it was hurting all day long from this story hehe...
I've seen another work from this artist I think? I might be wrong! Anyways, as a person who has a crippling depression and thoughts about..yknow... it's quite accurate. I like that theres a story out there that explains why a person is unable to leave their house or room, big or small it can still be an impact as to why. And the ending where in you can't expect.yourself to reach out to someone except yourself because in the end that's how you will truly help yourself. There are days where I feel miserable and end up just wanna rot away in my room, but in times I see myself, well the small version of me wanting a life, to live... Which gives me motivation at least for that day to keep going. Glad I found this work
Listen, I know it must suck to know that a person managed to get something through connections/ties, I experienced that. But unless that person's an asshole who didn't deserve it or some egoistical hoe. Im not gonna bare my fangs into jealousy and act like an asshole in return. He better fix his attitude, also mc is slightly becoming a bit annoying, he's far too naive, I would've expect some kind of backbone considering his backstory but its kinda disappointing rn.
Its always the title with abyss on it. Man.
Oddly enough, I really related to elin? Alin? Er.. whatever. Though I do not agree with whatever method he resorted to, but he is an oddly relatable character, I can sympathise with him when someone you know and love achieves something you really want, so you just end up resenting them and loving them at the same time. But anyways that ending kinda sucked, well to be fair the whole premise of the plot did
Reading this story was an absolute rollercoaster, painfully beautiful and deeply moving. It does incredible justice to a dynamic that so many real-world couples face. When people look at a complex, toxic relationship from the outside, the default advice is always a simple, "Just break up." While that is often the healthiest choice, it completely dismisses the agony of emotional attachment. The characters know they are drowning, but when you have already bonded with someone, cutting the cord is easy to say and agonizingly difficult to execute. But mentally letting go is the real battle.
The author really highlights how miscommunication, ego, pride, and anxiety can dismantle love. Yet, what makes these characters so compelling is their willingness to persevere. Despite their shortcomings, they choose to compromise and actually address the rot. Honestly, I will never forgive the author for making me feel both of their perspectives and understanding it simultaneously...











I genuinely thought they were all an endgame.. I think I lowkey wasted my time. Cause I was rooting for all of them and the ending felt so unsatisfying
I was especially fond of kael too