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SPOILER ABOUT CHAPTER 77! PLEASE DON'T READ IF YOU DON'T WANT SPOILER!
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The chapter begins again in the past. And we see a young Youngchan interacting with his sister who is obviously scared because their father is abusive and treats her/them badly. And now that he's so tall and strong, she's also afraid of him. Cause his appearance/size was starting to be intimidating.
Youngchan tries to smile, but it's hard.

Then we can see Hyunsoo and Youngchan keep doing it (we're back in the present).
But towards the end, even though Hyunsoo is tired and wants to stop, Youngchan is almost hypnotized and wants to continue have sex.

When he hears Hyunsoo say he can't take it anymore, he immediately stops and apologizes several times.

Nothing bad happens guys, no worries, he's a big lovely puppy, Youngchan literally stops right away.

It hurts to see Youngchan terrified of scaring the one he loves, of being like his father. I hope they can talk about YC's past. I'm sure Hyunsoo can understand and love every aspect of him especially because, thank god, Youngchan is a wonderful/precious person who would NEVER hurt anyone he loves.

This is a really important chapter cause for the first time we see Youngchan collapse, not Hyunsoo, Youngchan who until now had only welcomed us only with big smiles.
I love that his fragile side has emerged. Our lovely big boy, I hope Hyunsoo can become his safe place!!!

I really don't get what this professor's problem is. Is he just an obsessed fan of Jiheon or his mom, or something? It's just too much to have not a single clue what his deal is this far into the story. I have zero patience. (⊙…⊙ )

I've known this women for a chapter and if anything happens to her I'm killing everyone in this room then myself