Boring, unmotivated and also lowkey lonely. But also had the realization that if I don't put efforts into my friendship they will fizzle out but ya know idk if I should. I like my friends a lot but idk I feel like there's a bridge a very big gap between me and them and I don't think they will understand me, or worse my expectations of them will lea...... reply
And even their discord. I cannot begin to comprehend how devastated I am. It's just sad that sort of archives are being shut down, especially considering the literal book burning that is happening with AI and shit