if you feel the same way you probably went through something awfully abusive too, i had this mindset for a long time when i experienced hurtful trauma from my parents, this is power, i can hurt you as much as you did to me too, i am your child and also your downfall, and then you fuel the rage until you can because without your hatred you don't know who you are, if you forgive them it's like you don't love yourself, your rage is your friend, it protects you.
the complex part is when i look at them and remember they are people too, i have cried so much how it hurts because i know i was loved and they have their own share of trauma, and that's why it hurts more, it's not like i wanna live forever with this anger too, why did you have to hurt me, i could have love you easily, that's why it's very important to apologize, true apology knows that it did wrong which is what eunyung's parents can't do
step aside eunyung im gonna kill that man myself