Contains spoilers and random bullshit rants about the tv series of dear x because wtf was that ending. My thoughts are so jumbled right now I just finished the tv series and I don’t think my mind can keep up with ts after that bullshit ending.
First of all, what the actual fuck junseo? Both the ending in this and the drama makes my blood boil. Jae-oh literally gave up his life for nothing, they could literally wrestle the power out of Do-hyuk if Junseo just didnt became a pussy at the end. BUT YES, I understand the build up of Junseo’s doubts and hesitation about Ahjin especially when In-gang’s grandma died, but still it doesn’t add up when Junseo already knew that Ahjin didn’t push In-gang’s grandma AND THAT Ahjin actually felt something towards Ingang’s grandma and even prayed for her. Isn’t that what Junseo’s been praying for all this time? That Ahjin can “come to her senses” and be human?
And then Jae-oh… I don’t think I’ve seen a more pathetic and push over second male lead more than him.. literally more pathetic than Ji Chang Wook’s character in Empress Ki LMFAO. The scene of him eating alone in a suit while waiting for Do-hyuk’s men to come at him is so fucking pathetic it made so much sense. He’s got nothing at all. His aunt shuns him, his brother doesn’t know, Ahjin only calls him if she needs help, and that noodles was the only form of normalcy he can get when he knew he’s about to get killed. He was literally mourning his own death because he knew no one would mourn for him, he’s already wearing his funeral clothing which was a standard black suit and a final meal. OMFG EVERYTIME I THINK OF IT I FEEL FRUSTRATED.
Now I know why even though Ahjin has had numerous phones throughout the episodes, Jae-oh’s number is always saved under “O”. It was because Jae-oh was the only one that didn’t expect something out of her, the only one that she can rely on, and the only one that didn’t try to kill her. And since Jae-oh came back, Ahjin calls him MORE than she called Junseo. Ahjin called Jae-oh rather than Junseo when she was experiencing an episode due to Do-hyuk’s influence, she trusts Jae-oh more than Junseo OMFG IM BAWLING BRO. And the last scene of Ahjin crawling to the top and standing while watching Junseo’s car literally made Junseo the last known “X”. All the people she considers bad or makes things difficult for her were considered “X”. I fucking hate her circumstances man. I can’t fully hate any character, even do-hyuk’s, cause they’ve done so good, I can only hate their situation lmfao








this bitch is plotting something my bitch radar is going AWFFFF