After reading chapter 16, go back and read chapter 1. That shit hits differently now after reading this far in and knowing everything Dam's been through. You'll feel even worst for everything he's been through.
This literally reminds me of "Raising Beta (Yaoi)".
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/raising_beta_winnow/
I've read the novel after I first started reading the manga. The manga only gives small details. The novel is pretty crazy.




