Jitae’s wife's Questions (4)

So there was this yaoi manwha where the ml is a god or something,he doesn't die(it was a curse) and is blonde. The Mc and the ml where lovers in their past life but something happened and the ml is seeking for revenge ig
The bottom was an artist and had black hair very pretty too
I FORGOT THE NAMEE

Looking for some short bl yaoi mangazzzz....please share if anyone sees thisss

It’s a bl manga where the bottom really likes the top but the top doesn’t like him at all but the tops just hangouts with the ml idk cuz of pity?or something like that..one day the top’s frens and they were drinking he’s friends asked him about he and the mls relation but then he said “he’s really annoying he always “pak paks”like a chicken

I still kinda remember it’s name but not exactly
So the bottom always used to wore a mask cus of u know past trauma then one day suddenly he goes to a one night stand with sum kind of dude he bumped into. The bottom had white hair, he was pretty slim and beautiful. And top was older and very handsome. The name was sumthing
“Kyuru, kuryuu? Idk plss help me find it