the story took such a fucking frustrating turn it's beyond belief!!! everything that's happening is so fucking aggravating and annoying I feel my blood pressure going up every time! I skipped 3 chapters and was hoping 173 would show a glimmer of light finally but the shit show continues.... if anything it just keeps getting worse!
so that motherfcker Hommand basically raped and impregnated a child that spent 9 whole years being experimented on, while in a critical condition no less..... and yes I say child because despite the passage of time he likely never saw the light of day being tested on like a lab rat. I genuinely want to throw up!
this behavior isn't normal or healthy by any means, and neither is his obsession with Nanjo. This man needs professional help!! He was such a fcking dick so the current situation is a consequence of his own actions. However, a simple rejection by another person shouldn't send you spiraling into self-destruction. More than Nanjo responding or agreeing to see him, I wish someone would get him the professional help he needs!! and I hope he gets the chance to heal instead of jumping into a relationship and distracting from his mental issues.










I'm so disgusted by this man I can't even express it with words..... I hope his death is long and painful!!