Have come across some stories that are a traumatized character trying to get over the loss of friends or their partner (death) and do so through new friends and a partner but I haven't come across one that actually feels thoroughly written. Any recs for a storyline like this but it the way they overcome the grief actually makes sense? Also extra points if its a BL lol but anything is fine ^_^

There's this one bl Im trying to find I remember the Uke was this spirit dude living with a fox and some liytle tree creature and he was emo and emotionless had brown hair and there was this black haired dude that was tryna recruit him for aomething the last thing I remember was they got into aome godamn battle in the woods over the little tree creature and he made a bow out of his bones or some shi and save the tree creature
Found it it was called honbul flame of the soul or sum