Okay. Sunghyeon is a Covert Narcissist. There. I said it. That's the truth and I hate him. For real! All he does is make sure he gets his way. And also I hated how that person turned out to be a scammer. For atleast once, Hosik needs to stand his ground and also the author should stop showing that everything Sunghyeon does has reason. No! This is pure manipulation. I can't take this. As someone who had been through a narcissistic relationship, I just couldn't hold it. It's not easy seeing it again, reading it and thinking that they might have had reason. No. This is bullshit.
( to anyone who had to read this, I'm sorry. I got really triggered and kept ranting I was emotionally abused by someone like that and took alot of time to break up and even more time healing myself from those psychological wounds. Again, I'm sorry)









To the one's, who has read the novels... Is this worth reading? I don't feel like reading this anymore. Hopeless ( ̄へ ̄)
me personally i think it is , next chapters are gonna be good cuz we reach the part where taekjoo escapes and after that we don’t see zhenya appear in the story for a little while and it focuses on taekjoo
Oooh, I'll stick around for a while then. Thankss booo
Personally, no matter how much I love Zhenya. The answer is - No. The ending was too dramatic, and Tae is a shitty boyfriend to Zhenya.
Could you spoil a bit for me please? (●'◡'●)
spoiler(just a tiny bit)
soon, tae will escape the island with ogla in helicoptor, leaving zhenya in complete derangement. upon reaching korea, tae plans to head to the NIS head quater to report his returning and account all that happened, also that his comrade was dead, only to find that- he is announced to be national terrorist in korean and russia, and his arrest and execution(not sure about this) was finalised, all of korea was seraching him- he was stunned and went into hiding. zhenya tracked him down within a month in korea and tae took zhenya's help to clear his name (zhenya was also announced as national terrorist in russia, so they both went into hiding), long story short, tae cleared his name returned to NIS, he fell is love with zhenya first(zhenya took time to relaise his feelings as he has never felt humanly emotions before). end of part 1. part 2 starts with them dating (if i am not wrong), zhenya has changed and become completely devoted to tae, tae in return is a shitty bf, in love. he spends all his time out in mission or somewhere else, they barely get to see each other, so zhenya starts helping tae with his mission so that they could spend more time together( even though, helping tae puts him in danger), but tae remains ungrateful (zhenya stops raping him, let alone got against his wishes). on tae's fast dangerous mission in an island or smg, he somehow got lost, and injured himself heavily, causing a head injury. NIS announced him dead, but zhenya didnt waste any more time, and searched day and night for tae, while everyone lost hope, he didnt. he finally found tae. after tae woke up from coma or smg, he lost all his memories. as he slowly regained them, he remembered all the things zhenya did to him- the rape and all, (he didnt remember the present yet) and asked zhenya to get lost and die, and never show his face again. for the first time, zhenya was filled with guilt and hurt, because what he did was truly, deniable gross, and tae had every right to hate him. so he quietly left tae. and never returned. soon tae, regained all of his memories, and realised that he loved zhenya, so he went to look for him, but couldn't find him, finally, he went back to this same island (this one in current ch), turns out, zhenya locked himself or smg in here, bcz he wanted to live the rest of his life, with tae's fleeting memories in here, and die in guilt or smg. Tae went to look for zhenya, but since he invaded, the island- it triggered those bombs which were to fight against invaders, and tae got bombed, zhenya came out, and tried to help tae- and they both got bombed- well, they survived somehow, and had tons of sex and exchanged some lovely words of affection. the end.
Oh. My. World!!!! Boooo... ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ Thank youuuuu for the teeny tiny spoil!!!!!! I'd say this is a really good one but now I can't wait to see them AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH