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Why we're they talking so loud?! Close the blinds go in a closest and put that key away omg you WANT to get caught

OH MEIN GOTT BRO i remember finding this manhwa back in like 2023 and immediately falling in love with it, it genuinely had me like giggling and my heart racing like it was everything i’d ever wanted in a bl ngl… like the art was absolutely beautiful the genres were all my favs there was a perfect balance between romance and world building and all the other lore and oh my god i’ve genuinely been thinking about this ever since. like idk i was (AND AM) such a glazer id held it in such high regard for like years, my mind kept going back to it even after months and months and even after i figured out it’d probably never get updated again i js couldnt help but come back here for updates or to re-read again, it was the first time i’d been so like . eager abt a manhwa ig . like usually if a manhwa i rlly like doesnt update ever i lowkey dont realise or dont rlly care outside of mild dissapointment, but i just could not forget about this one, like i just couldnt stop hoping and hoping that it would come back ╥﹏╥ but even when it didnt js the first season was great enough to keep me coming back

and im like not a novel reader at all, ive never read the novel version of ANy manhwa no matter how much i love it or how many people say oh the novels sm better, but idk this ones just an exception to everything i guess. i remember in like 2024 when i was back for another re-read, somebody had linked the translation to the official novel of this, i’d reluctantly clicked on it and saw the translation was (no offence) not understandable, sighed very sadly, and closed it up . that alone was a deviance from my usual way the only novel links ive even clicked on are that and an orv novel translation link (which i didnt end up reading in the end) but when i was back here like a week ago or smth i found the link to an official translation site where this story was fully published, and bro i just couldnt stop myself . i didnt think i’d actually read it past like the first chapter im ngl, esp cs u had to pay after the first 3 and i couldnt even sit through a novel if it was FREE, but what did i tell you this manhwa, or just this story, is highkey my soulmate because i just could not stop like i kept scrolling and scrolling and even the paywall didnt stop me bro, 3 chapters is not a lot mind u but those immediately hooked me in all over again and like idk the novel had sm details the manhwa didnt like even after all my re-reads i hadnt been able to see everything as clearly as the novel painted it for me as, and then my deep feelings of longing for this story kicked in and i just made an account on the spot and started reading, and ive just been spending money and wasting all my class periods (exam week mind you) locked in on this novel, and i think i fell in love all over again like this is like those manhwas where they meet their 1st love after sm time but nothings changed at all, and maybe its even better

after like $30 spent on this im telling you i have never been happier with a purchase, and im like a stingy bitch mind u , i love louison anc carlton so much oh my god i love everything about this and the novel was so amazing it provided sm insight and evem after all my re-reads my anticipation for what would come next couldnt be extinguished and it was such a refreshing read it was like . enlightening . omg im so deadass. AND BROO dont get me started on when i stared reading the parts that didnt recieve the manhwa adaptation, the story stayed consistently well written and everything just fell into place and oh my god they had so much chemistry every random side character was lovable and i fell inlove with the world in here so much more thaem i had when i’d hysr read the manhwa

OK NOVEL SPOILERS FROM HERE

UGHJJJJ BRO IDK HOW IM JS STUPID ASF LIKE I SWEAR THe manhwa didnt make it AS clear that carlton was the one armed pilgrim so i could like ignore it but bro as soon as itv started coking up in the novel OUUUU everything was js so omg. ALSO the one sided misunderstood beef c arlton had with the ducal vassals fmued SOOO bad like bro they wopuld kms for louison they spoiled tf out of him and he js been believing for months that theybwere abusive ouuuu my god .. that was so funny . ALSO SPEAKING OF CALRLTON I LOVE HIM SO MUCH DUDE THE DIFFERENCE IN WHO HE STARTED OFF aS VS WHO HE WAS AND WHO HE BECAME AT THE END OF THE ETORY which also stands for LOIUSONNLIKE they both developed son beauyifuly esp lousion cs this wasnt one of those stories where like he isekaied from a different world, that was his life from the strat and YES he had done all those bad and stupid things in the past which js made his character sm more nuanced like sighhhh . anyways my favorite part/arc of this manhwa was definitely one hundred thousand percent when they were travelling to the capital, when louison was disguised as a pilgrim and carlton his mercenary, their adventures and all their moments together and all the lore being revealed and all the new characters and the way theygrew closer together by overcoming challenges together was just so beautiful i was enjoying myself so damn much reading allat like . esp when theyd js be camping outside in the wilderness, when there was sm uncertainty and they rllly oly had eachother, it js felt so UUUGHJ but in the good way yk omg .esp like the figtht with the huge caterpillars and the ship where they met morrison (dada) and oh yeah i loved that ship and i loved that caterpillar town i loved it so much . i loved whencarlton reunited with zephys everything about that arc is so so so dear to me, liek i get they had to come back and achieve all that they deserved but i wouldnt complain a single bit about the rest of the novel being just the adventuring and drifting from place to place and egventuallly growing old and dying side by side in a small shackm where they’d decided to settle a few years prior when their bones had grown too old to support their wanderer ways

okphew AKLSO MAYBE UNPOPULAR OPINION but oh. my god. I fucking loved ruger and hs storyliene SOOOO MUCH ┗( T﹏T )┛I LOVED HIM TJAT WAS MY BB IDGAFFF fawkk like i know he was weong for what he did but u fant help but fel bad for him you cant help but love him . unpopular-er opinion idgaf that he was a spy because man i saw sm of myself in him i wouldve done the same shit he did, and the way he ended up made me so so so incredibly sad, like it fit dont get me wrong i agree that that was the best way that they couldve taken it, but i so wished we couldve seen him being loud and annoying and loud beside lousion and the rest at the end . when they explained what made a death knight and how he’d stayed watching loiuson even after he’d died IN BOTH TIMELINES. LIKE the knight loiuson believed had been haunting him being the one who logvbnedhim and couldve bring to let him go in the first timeline…. that same death knight doing the same in the second life… dying for him in both timelines…. despite having worked his whole life for things that went against loiuson and required him dead… him choosing dying for love in both timelines…… he was a good person bro. I HOPE COUNT DOUBLESS IS GETTING WHIPPED WITH A WHIP OF FIrE AND THEN SALT IN HELL DUDE OMFG I WISH THE WORST ON HIM ANDN NOT EvEn CS OF LOIUSON AND THEM MOSTLY FOR RUGER BROOOO

when carlton said “js pretend ur talking to ruger and not thr death knight” it made me so sad too guys they kept referrring to him as the death knight BUT THATS LITERLLY RUGER BRO THATS RUGERR ….. i hated what his end was no matter how much sense it made . or like it just made me really sadis a better way to put it oh fawk im forever mourning u ruger i wish they’d gone into so much more detail about you i wish there was a few side story episodes dedicated solely to him and how he;d lived and died, that would atleats give me some closure . like we rlly had side stories about god blessing 2 men with their own children from LITERALLY HEAVEN but we camnt get deeper delvings into ruger oh oh alr Ok


I think im gonna end it here because im gonna keep going forever and ever if i dont stop now. this is my soulmate. when i die ask the author to sign a photocard of the cover and put it in my grave in me. when i die sign petitions for a ruger side story and read it to be at my grave. when i die put a hardcopy ver of this in here with me. I love this stjory so much im surprised my love didnt waver over the years, but now that its made it this far i hope it never does OK BYEK this rant was mostly j for me to come back and smile at in like another 3 years but wtvwtv

ts just made me mad bro WHY DID THEY JS PUSH ASIDE THE WHOLE FAMILY THING SO QUICCKK bro the most unrealistic part of this whole story is how chill hyesung was abt that.. og hyesung wouldve NEVER let that slide best believe he would be beating the shit out of dojin or taking luna and running tf away right now lmaoo AND HONESTLY HE HAS EVERY RIGHT EVER TO BE MAD AND AND the way byul only apologises for the “you abandoned me too!” part and not MEETING UP W THAT HOE OF A MOTHER BEHIND HYESUNGS BACK?? AND THEY DONT TALK ABT IT? AND THEN HE GOES “I hope one day they reconcile…” DONTTT PISS ME OFF OUGH IM SO MAD IM NOT READING THIS STUPID STORY DIE DIE DIE DIEEE ok anyways

am i the only one who got reminded of 1984 (the book by george orwell) while reading this… like some of the parallels weren’t as obvious (i mean idek if its on purpose—probably not) but i’d already been thinking it, just choosing not to put it into words cs i was like oh js speculation but then major kwan dropped the line “mother is always watching” JUST LIKE BIG BROTHER IS ALWAYS WATCHING AUUGH sorry i just had to say something abt it bye now ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶

LISTER NEEDS TO ACTUALLY DIE. I need to see him gutted like if by the end of his story the mc doesn’t break his dick off and make him suck it infront of the entire estate or something i will lost my shit he PISSES ME OFF SO BAD??? and i fucking knew they were purposely sealing his memories dude I CALLED ITTT i knew his sister was suspicious too. they genuinely disgust me.

that whole scene where lysbet was like “why did you have to do what you did?” implied that lister had done something MUCH WORSE to sylan then what was already being shown to us on screen??? THIS HOEEEEEEEEEEEEE i genuinely didn’t believe it could get any worse, but apparently it already has. just what the fuck did he do to sylan for them to have to resort to this shit i DONT EVEN WANNA THINK ABT IT AUGH I will rejoice once he’s dead (BECAUSE HE WILL BE. HE HAS TO BE BRO) ok anyways if i keep going on about my hatred towards lister i will never stop he’s so disgusting and ugly and horrendous and and oh my god anyways.

I FEEL SO BAD FOR SYLAN HE DOESN’T DESERVE THIS SHIT AAAUUUU like especially not what the fuck listers been doing to him. UGHHH i wish he’d tell gjord the extent of what he’d been put through cs he’d lost his shit (AS HE SHOULD. IM LOSING /MY/ SHIT HERE) OMG SPEAKING OF GJORD THO THEY’RE SOOOOO CUTE i didn’t expect the ml to be the fucking amazon forest of green flag mls (▰˘◡˘▰) HE’S MY ONE HOPE IN THIS STORY PLEASE GET SYLAN AWAY FROM THE GLENBURGS OR WTV AND WIPE THEM OUTTTT like ik most ppl would b like oh soare the sister but NO . KILL THAT BITCH TOO SHE KNOWS WHAT SHE’S DOING i rlly dont care if she’s js keeping his memories sealed to “protect her brother” she disgusts me. she’s such a hypocrite, always going off abt how lister is treating sylan but 1. never taking any SERIOUS measures to tell him off and 2. LYING AMD BETRAYING SYLAN ?? to such an extent too? like she knows damn well greatly this is affecting him. the first point can be brushed off as like oh she doesn’t know just how much he’s being hurt but with the sevond one she KNOWS. I was actually in such shock when they confirmed that the siblings were purposely fucking with hs memory . like wow. ANYWAYS I JUST WENT ON ANOTHER RANT ABT MY HATRED FOR THE GLENDBURGS (?) SORRY I CANT HELP IT i hate them. more specifically lister but them in general.

OK BACK TO GJORD AND SYLAN THEY ARE ABSOLUTELY ADORABLEEE their dynamic is so cute, and the way he doesn’t let the fact that sylan doesn’t properly remember him get in the way of their relationship or wtv makes me SO HAPPYYY he doesnt treat him any differently. and above all, he’s the only one truly on sylans side, the only one who’s shown him kindness and been able to make him happy, the only times i wasnt feeling rage towards sylans situation and WANTING TO SKIN LISTER ALIVE i was fawning over how cute they were, how at peace sylan felt when it was just the two of them (even tho their moments were short compared to how much time he had to spend w lister sigh)

AND THE STORYLINE IS LIKE SO GOOD ASIDE FROM THE YAOI AND the characters themselves, the worldbuilding in this manhwa is like genuinely amazing. It’s such a breath of fresh air—such a creative n unique concept compared to the half assed yaois going around it brings me so much joyyyy,, I WISH IT WASNT SO UNDERRATED CS HOWWW did i just hear abt him?? literally added it to my read list like 3 days ago from tiktok it NEEDS A BIGGER FANBASE!!!

ok i need to stop yapping now. sorry, i got too excited. I CANT WAIT FOR MORE CHAPTERS!!!!!!! (≧∀≦)

IM ON THE EDGE OF MY SEAT AAUGH SO hyundo will finally find out that iseon is yumims ex!!! OMG WHY WOULD THE AUTHOR END S1 ON SUCH A CLIFFHANGER i cant do this . Σ(っ°Д °;)っ

anws hyundos ex is so fucking selfish omg. you couldnt have come to this realisation in the FOUR years that yall were tg and u were mistreating him ?? after taking advantage of him over and over again, you have the AUDACITY TO BE ASKING HIM to give u another chance.. AND IT ALWAYS made me so mad when at the beginning, when he first broke up w/her she was always like oh he’ll come back trust.. she wasnt even that upset. she knew he loved her so much, yet kept abusing his love for her. SHE PMO SO BAD ╥﹏╥

iseon is just annoying atp like i dont even hate him like i hate hyundos ex… but so glad yumin and hyundo are being honest w themselves and eachother abt their feelings!!! ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ love them sm theyre so cute… hopefully yumin meeting up w iseon again doesnt cause like a misunderstanding—which i dont think it will, cs hyundo pulled her into the elevator to talk most likely , and she’d alr explained abt like ending it w her ex once and for all becore she got w him AUGH THAT WHOLE CONVO THEY HAD HAS ME IN SUCH A CHOKEHOLD one of my most fav scenes ! (=・ω・=)

I was rlly skeptical abt starting this manhwa cs heard abt it from tiktok+I dont usually real straight shoujo manhwas that arent set in isekai/medieval settings (w an exception of like two or three) and i thought this one would be ass like tears on a withered rose but it surprised me!!! pleasantly ofc ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶

OK IM DONE sorry for rambling i just got excited… IF MANGAGO DOESNT UPLOAD THIS WHOLE THING AND CUTS IT OFF LIKE IT USUALLY DOES ILL KMS

GUYS HE DIDNT EVEN SAY ANYTHING NEGATIVE COME ONN… he was like “you’re one hell of a guy…” as HE SMIRKED IN THE MIRROR i dont think that implies he didnt like it.. also I TRUST THE AUTHOR THEY WOULDNT DO THIS TO US ╥﹏╥

but in all seriousness i genuinely dont think he was throwing up because of the kiss, if he was a black flag then i feel like we wouldve gotten some hints here and there . atleast SOME foreshadowing, but theres been none ! not to mention that this author isnt known for black-flag mls, quite the opposite actually Σ(っ°Д °;)っ

there will be an explanation for this im sure!!!! ive already seen so many theories abt his half-zombiness which im starting to believe… which would explain the stitches and loss of memory.. I SWEAR IM NOT JUST TRYING TO COPE HES A GREEN FLAG TRUSST (praying on it..) （/TДT)/

STOP THE ENDING OF CHP. 21 REALLY GOT ME GIGGLING & KICKING MY FEETTT THAT WAS SO CUTE and ofc. author coming in clutch once more w the S tier smut. I don’t usually leave like lil topic comments on manhwas but this once was so refreshing after all the weird toxic big yaoi’s that have been going around these days i js need to show some appreciation (⌒▽⌒)

ANWS THAT “theres no fucking way that ur leaving” AS HE GIGGLES AND HOLDS ON TO HIM OHHHH MY GOD . SEO CHAEJUN FROM CH1 IF U SAW THIS U WOULD DIE that was my fav part of the series so far (▰˘◡˘▰)

also . THE FUCK was that position..

I JUST??? REALISED??? THIS HAS THE SAME AUTHOR AS ANGEL BUDDY ANNDD ROYAL SERVANT ??? this author MIGHTT be a god ! ヾ(☆▽☆)

I JUST REALISED THIS HAS THE SAME AUTHOR AS ROBBER X LOVER OMG ??? both stories are SO FREAKING GOOODD the author is a god on this earth i swear . anws I’d been putting off reading this one for whatever reason and i just wish i’d been reading sooonnerr ,, I love yugun and ian so much (≧∀≦) AND NOT JUST THEM !!! kyungbin and my-rie ARE SO CUTE TOOO ,, i love their dynamic they’re so chaotic and lovely auauuaghhh !!! (ノ≧∇≦)ノ