So i vaguely remmeber a bl that is angst. So the mc's partner had died, and the mc cant move on and sum. Then he started "hallucinating" about his partner and seeing him in there dorm(?) or house. And also after that they were fucking and shit. i dont remmeber much but the ending is like, the mc has grown more attach to his past lovet and blah blah then the mc got worse like mentally and in the end the mcs lover told him to let him go. and then his js lying there crying and trying to let him go.. idk but i think there was also a vase w the mcs lovers ashes. PLEASE I NEED TO RE READ THIS!
im giving ts one more chapter and ig this doesn't get better im dropping ts