My sister has this one friend who is in a toxic relationship
They break up then get together again the guy cheats the friend cries break up together again
And it's still ongoing up to this day
Sometimes the friend dominates the relationship sometimes she is subdued ( that's how I look at it)
I ask her why she is still in this relationship she just answered ' I don't know why also, it's just love '
And I said yeah girl I don't understand you guys are batshit crazy
Then I read toxic relationship here and I'm still like why though are they still together!!! Like dzuuhhh I bet if you try to find another guy you'll someone much better
And don't use love as a reason for enduring
I feel like that's not love anymore and more like pride of who can hold on till the end is the real loyal and romantic one !
I really thought it only happens in stories online and all made up but then
it's frustrating and fascinating seeing it happen in real time live
Suddenly remembered her so I thought I'd share
It also depends on how long they've been together, if this toxic behavior started after maybe say 6-7 years of being together the will try to endure because they've become so accustomed to being together they only know "life" with them so being without them seem scarier. Also having to start over again telling someone ur fav color and all those small things I'd think may be pretty annoying, after a while i dnt think it's about love it just about who has been there for as long as u can remember, idk if u understand what I'm trying to say but yea ╥﹏╥
I think it depends from situation to situation. A person in the relationship can be so toxic and manipulative that they tear down their partner's self esteem until their partner becomes dependent on them for validation and affection. Imagine being with someone who tells you that you are the apple of their eye, if only you could change they way you dress, the way you talk, who you hang out with, etc. To some it's an instant red flag but for those more vulnerable and naive, they believe that it's their 'duty' to constantly change for that person to make them happy regardless of their own feelings.
Okay I'll lay out all that I can remember on this one
This is a bl novel it's a Chinese one
The uke is a commoner I think since he lives in a poor village I think he was a reincarnated in that body he used to be an assassin I think and his wish for his first life was just to have his own family even though his gay
He is being bullied there because they considered him a freak since he gave birth to a child even though his a guy
But they didn't know he was actually kinda raped well I'm not sure but that's how he remembers it
This is not an omegaverse
The seme is a high ranking general and he was found by uke in the forest he helped him but when he cleaned him up and saw his face he realizes that it was his childs father he panicked and thought that the man will take his child away so he begin to tell the child to stay away from the room that the man resides in
The last thing I read was that he was arguing with the seme that the child was not the seme's child
I couldn't finish reading this because I accidentally deleted all my chromes history
So I don't remember the title
I do remember I saw this here
But I can't remember which one
https://www.novelupdatesforum.com/threads/bl-shounen-ai-yaoi-non-pairing-and-gen-novels-recs.84327/
There's so many mpreg and reincarnated
I can't even finish the BL's I'm reading because of my anxiety when we get to the part where something hurtful happens to the couple I can't continue to read
My fingers shaking and my heart hurts
And I can't bear to see them suffer so now I'm just reading short bl fluffs and reading action novels
Does anyone ever felt like this sometimes??
This is why i cant read drama tagged stories, cos the updates gives me soo much anxiety that id think ill not read this update this week. Ill let this marinate till probably the good times arrive. Or atleast when the drama/angst arc is done. Until ill forget the story and dont actually go back to it anymore. This happens a lot of times now and its hard to go back and reread from the top cos u kno it also gives u achy and pain.
I have the toxic behaviors and the pain because it makes the good even more euphoric and the redemption even juicier. I’m likely a little older than you so I have scare tissue for pain tolerance but either way you can’t read about beautiful light without someone out there writing about the dark. This is a pretty cute post tho
ugh i hate these dramatic bls but honestly those are the one that keep me invested in stories like yes sweet stories uwus are nice but I feel fucking depressive after reading but reading dramatic bls with shitty semes and redemption arc its just idk hits and it feels stupid after reading them wasting time but still wait for update( ps; just binge read even if you don't love me)
Not much detail I just saw it in Facebook reel shorts
But the uke said to the emperor
How much do you love
And the emperor replied
I love you so much that I want you, a man , to bear my child
Then it said that the uke was something like a god and could actually give birth
sounds like https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/irreversible/
Give me a very wholesome omegaverse
I've just read a very sad end of an omega and it fcking hurts I'm still crying right now
have u read this?
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/shima_chanchi_no_tsugaijijou/
Uuuu i wonder what omegaverse manga ya read~
I will recommend this manga though even they aren't omegaverse but it's wholesome i will say https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/hiyo_chan_koi_wo_suru/
Basically about yaoi seme and their *ehem* sizes and length
Roses and champagne - tsar
Under the green lights - Matt
Perfect buddy - baek youngchan
Shutline - Jake
A love so pure - the two brothers yohan and Yosef
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