52 chapter sin and NOTHING HAPPENS. If you wanna try taking antidepressants, read this yaoi instead. The sensation of being unable to feel emotions and being frustrated about being unable to feel anything strongly is the same as the frustration of the story not going anywhere. This couldve been like 3 chapters long and nothing would change
Like imagine going from loving something to absolutely not wanting to have to do anything with it. Eunsan's father is just a piece of shit for ruining that for him. And Ian ended up as collateral damage because the person eunsan wants to direct his frustrations to ended up dead so the next best thing is him.









Like its not clocking to you guys that maybe ML is an unreliable narrator and MAYBE he actually likes ml but he just had to be "erm akshually!!" abt it