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I remember absolutely hating this because I not only sat through ALL OF AEROC'S TRAUMA in the first life (which literally had me biting into my arm I was so upset) but I had to watch him FALL FOR KLOFF AGAIN IN HIS SECOND FUCKING LIFE even though HE STILL HAD ALL HIS FUCKING MEMORIES AND STUPID FUCKING KLOFF DIDNT

Anyways after going through that in both the novel and the manwha I was obviously teeming with contempt, but now that its been like a year since then, and I've heard that we're getting a story where KLOFF gets all his fuck ass memories back, I have now piqued my interest in this once again--as I now hope this time around Kloff simply experiences pure suffering and torment

Genuinely the amount of hits Sebastian has taken is insaneee. Like--I have to admit I also didn't really like him at first but holy shit the fat jokes were insane(granted I unfortunately howled with laughter at every single one) and he is just constantly getting shot down and insulted like omgg

Honestly, I HATE HATE HATE second-hand embarrassment. Like--it genuinely drives me up the wall to have to sit through cringe ass shit, but I fear im already hooked on this shit so whatever the mc does is something im just gonna have to ride out.
On another note, I really love how different this MC's character structure is already, like we love a traumatized baddie who's horny and delusional, and a little bit fucking crazy, but Istg I can't have enough shame for the BOTH of us (even though I am teeming with it) so if he doesn't get his shit in order soon--I fear this manwha may kill me.

Literally stopped reading this crazy ass shit to see if it got any better and the answer is---unsurprisingly---fuck no.
These two are THE match made in hell, and I genuinely cannot take this crazy shit

Okay I got what I wanted--glasses Mugo and Jaehon did it---so why I am still continuing to consume this fetish content is genuinely beyond me. I mean---putting aside the very obvious substance and continuity issues---this storyline was not HALF BAD. It had allure, and creativity. However, in light of recent chapters, I must now get back to completely shitting all over it in the name of everything morally sound that I believe in. Im really sad to be addressing this once again, especially since I fear my words will be falling upon deaf ears, BUT it must be addressed that--not only has the main plot of this manwha become a spoonfeeding device, used for serving up the author's very obvious RAPE FETISH, but it has also been so excruciatingly WATERED DOWN and FUCKED by their PAINFULLY consistent PORN SLOP in EVERY SINGLE CHAPTER.
I mean its so atrociously criminal how many rapes I've had to sit through to even get to this background (Which was supposed to be the "core" of the "story") and yet, just when I thought I'd found some reprieve, and that I'd be spared from the constant ASSAULT(pun intended) on my eyes---the fucking freak(author) just HAD TO PUT IN MORE FUCKING RAPE. And yes, I know people are going to come for me saying "oh what did you expect", "Why are you even reading it still?" "Just leave if you dont like it"-- but I really DONT GIVE A FLYING FUCK, because when it comes down to it, this continous(though I will admit inconsistent-) rampage I've been on hasn't made me want to leave those that truly enjoy this to their own devices, but it instead has made me want to pose the question "WHY?", what in your hearts has made you delve into the depths of this muck and still yearn for more? What possible appeal (aside from the unfortunately delicious characters) do you genuinely siphon from reading this slop? HOW do you in your right minds ignore---or even DEFEND what is happening in this "story" at this point? Honestly I NEED ANSWERS, perhaps if I find some ounce of reasoning from the alleged "enjoyers" of this I would be able to open some new chamber within my brain---and I'd finally comprehend the state of complete ignorance that allows for any sense of actual affection for this story--aside from the constructed affection your brains make you feel for the characters as a result of your attraction for them--but I honestly, wholeheartedly doubt it. I mean I personally think its safe to say that, all in all, this story has exceeded the threshold of sanity, (it probably did so long before this chapter to be honest) and plunged straight into fetish porn with a little bit of reading so you don't get bored in the waiting period between the rape. Anyone who wants to contest this opinion of mine is free to, but be forewarned that I'm just going to make the educated assumption that you jerk it to rape porn in your free time. <3

HOLY FUCKING SHIT ITS PERFECT I LOVE THIS SO SO MUCH OH MY GOD I CAN'T BELIEVE ITS OVER THIS WAS SO GOOD AND CUTE AND PURE AND WARM AND PERFECTLY NUANCED AND LIGHTHEARTED AND SLOWBURN AND I JUST CAN'T DESCRIBE THE EXTENT OF MY HAPPINESS OH MY GOD ITS SO GOOD HOLY SHIT

Literally Im eating this tf up, but PLEASE ALEX --- stop getting yourself HURT
Like, I understand their dynamics, but I just can't take ittt when the MC wears their heart on their sleeve and the ML is just unbearable cold, ESPECIALLY when its because of a stupid misunderstanding that the MC shouldn't even be getting punished this intensely for in the first place Like ughhsjsjsiskwowospxkxnxn

"Im not gonna judge you for knotting while taking dih" PLEASEEE I CAN'T WITH TS

I was gonna wait until this officially released some chapters but the premise was so fucking delicious that I couldn't help myself and now im sitting here--edged to the fucking max

Literally, I enjoyed this story way way more than I thought I would, however I honestly had to skip the end chapters because ths love triangle plot put such a damper on the happiness. I mean I'm all for a good jealousy side plot, but when the second lead is so perfect, kind, supportive, persistent, and respectful---especially when the ML was incredibly frustrating and disappointing for the first half of the story---it makes it super hard to let go of them as a character and romantic interest. I mean if he truly loved Yoo so much that he cared fir him throughout his darkest moments, continously respectd his boundaries, lifted him up again and again, and faced constant rejection with grace HOW ARE WE NOT SUPPOSED TO ROOT FOR HIS HAPPINESS?? He's literally the PERFECT character. I mean I do enjoy the ML's nuance, and I can appreciate his chivalry and the sacrifices he made, but I just can't shake the melancholy in my heart that floods my brain whenever I realize that the two leads are perfectly, blissfully, happy while the second lead is basically left to deal with his one-sided love (one that I would argue is even more intense than what Yoo felt for Hoo). I mean, HONESTLY it feels so WRONG. And yes, I know he wasn't technically miserable at the end of the story and it was all written out to be all sunshine and rainbows, but logically my brain can't stand him being brushed off like that, and I really would have preferred it if he had a more minor place in the major scheme of things so that I could actually ENJOY the build up between the main two characters. Im gonna end this rant here because there's a good chance no one read this far and im just arguing into the abyss, but genuinely I really need author's to STOP making the second leads so perfect--it really just takes away from a good chemistry between the main leads, and gives their happiness a bitter aftertaste:(