Experiencing being told to just smile and bear it coz I'm an older sister hurts a lot. The chapters made me cry. When I thought it would've been better if I died coz no one will miss me anyway, I went the opposite route making sure my family are on their toes trying to anticipate the next trouble I will make and that's how I survived. It warms my heart everytime I watch my father upset huffing and puffing coz of me. I know what happiness feels like whenever my mother tell me that I'm humiliating the family. My siblings are always asking why I'm not "normal" and I would smile back at them thinking, you'll never get me anyway so why would I tell you. I hope the FL's family never get the chance to sa sorry to her and they die filled with regret.
I know how you feel. I'm the middle daughter with older and younger brothers. I remember my aunt told me my mom never wanted a daughter when I was maybe 8, that's why she's doesn't like me. But when I got older I just stopped caring completely and did whatever I wanted. I don't talk to a lot of my family now but I have good friends who love me. I hope you make good friends and find caring people too. The best revenge is living well.
Experiencing being told to just smile and bear it coz I'm an older sister hurts a lot. The chapters made me cry. When I thought it would've been better if I died coz no one will miss me anyway, I went the opposite route making sure my family are on their toes trying to anticipate the next trouble I will make and that's how I survived. It warms my heart everytime I watch my father upset huffing and puffing coz of me. I know what happiness feels like whenever my mother tell me that I'm humiliating the family. My siblings are always asking why I'm not "normal" and I would smile back at them thinking, you'll never get me anyway so why would I tell you. I hope the FL's family never get the chance to sa sorry to her and they die filled with regret.
I hope you're okay now.
I know how you feel. I'm the middle daughter with older and younger brothers. I remember my aunt told me my mom never wanted a daughter when I was maybe 8, that's why she's doesn't like me. But when I got older I just stopped caring completely and did whatever I wanted. I don't talk to a lot of my family now but I have good friends who love me. I hope you make good friends and find caring people too. The best revenge is living well.