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bastard May 28, 2021 10:46 am

goddamn listen I'm no stranger to stockholm-y shit like this but fuck if this isn't unique in power dynamics. In other mangas the captor often gives the captive gifts and shit but still turns on them on a dime. Ilmo treats the mc like he's a deity and yes, he's ultimately pulling the strings, but he's still testing mc (sorry i forgot his name) at every turn and gives him opportunities to end it all, and really it's mc who controls that outcome which is just-- not something I've seen before. The captors in this genre rarely take real risks, and seem to have everything in their supreme control.
Meanwhile Ilmo makes much more reckless actions, which is more realistic and thus can be more chilling, given that the reader really can't know what comes next.
The horror of other works in this genre wears off after a bit, because the reader as well as the main character become used to the captor being somehow all-knowing and an ultimate power. All of the actions of those under their control are predicted and rarely, if ever, surprising. At the end of the day, it's usually someone outside their grip who brings the story to its conclusion.
But in this case, Ilmo has reached all the major characters BUT does not have full control over them. He pulls the strings of his own game, causing events that affect the characters, but their responses and reactions are individual. He doesn't secure his victory, instead taking chances with the belief that in the end he will win.

In shorter terms, most captors in these scenarios are the dramatized Hollywood master-plan psychopaths, while Ilmo actually displays symptoms of antisocial personality disorder, which is so impressive.
While this piece, on the surface, is a cliché, it's really quite unique in how realistic it is.
I for one cannot WAIT for the next season.

(Apologies for this fuckin mini-essay but I have an addiction to analyzing psychological yaoi of all things.)

bastard December 31, 2020 12:39 pm

BRO LISTEN I CRY TWICE A YEAR, ONCE ON THE FIRST DAY OF THE YEAR AND ONCE ON MY BIRTHDAY. THIS FUCKING BASTARD OF A MANGA BROKE IT. I HAVE BEEN CRYING FOR 20 MINUTES. ACTUALLY SOBBING. PLEASE.

I THOUGHT I WOULDNT BE HURT BY THIS BUT OH I WAS SO WRONG.

LISTEN ANYONE WHO HASN'T READ THIS YET PLEASE PLEASE DONT BE LIKE ME, DONT THINK "duhuhuh like this can hurt me, i'm dead inside uhuhuhuh"
I THOUGHT THAT AND I WAS SO WRONG
THIS FUCKER BROUGHT MY SOUL BACK TO LIFE AND YOU KNOW WHAT IT DID THEN?? IT STABBED ME AGAIN AND AGAIN UNTIL I DIED. AGAIN.

point being, if you're looking for something to cry over, you've come to the right place. if you're looking for a feel-good or just something to pass the time,,,, L E A V E.

    yaoi_hime January 13, 2021 1:38 am

    I hope you’re ok sweetie
    If you want someone to talk to send me a message
    All love

    bastard January 13, 2021 7:41 am
    I hope you’re ok sweetie If you want someone to talk to send me a message All love yaoi_hime

    oh my you're so kind, thank you

    yaoi_hime January 13, 2021 1:52 pm
    oh my you're so kind, thank you bastard

    Np sweetheart

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Hollyyyyy November 8, 2019 6:20 am

Okay I just gotta point this out because I've seen it in SO MANY of the yaois I've read:
(never with the vers couples, they're always great XD)


Uke: *doin kinky shit with seme's dick*
Seme: ngh ngh hah


Seme: *barely touches uke's dick*
Uke: AAAAAAaaaAAAAAaaaAAAGHHHH hhhhhhhhhh AAAAHHHH *pant pant* AAAAAHHHH NGHHHH NGH AHHHHH




yeah

    sourashes November 8, 2019 6:45 am

    LMAOO STOP I LAUGHED TOO HARD AT THIS

    LaughingAardvark November 8, 2019 7:23 am

    Lol. That why I love the rare yaoi where the seme actually seems into it. Lord, in quite a few the seme seems bored.

    Sakura November 8, 2019 7:26 am
    LMAOO STOP I LAUGHED TOO HARD AT THIS sourashes

    +1

    octosadiie November 8, 2019 7:31 am

    Honestly ! & when the uke is butt ass naked & the seme fully dressed with just his dick hanging out the zipper . . . . At least take off ya socks (╯°Д °)╯╧╧

    sunday November 8, 2019 10:00 am
    Lol. That why I love the rare yaoi where the seme actually seems into it. Lord, in quite a few the seme seems bored. LaughingAardvark

    omg yesss like this one sex scene where the uke is riding the seme all sweaty and shit and look outta his mind but the seme just lay therE like 0_0 NOT A SINGLE FACIAL EXPRESSION

    LaughingAardvark November 8, 2019 11:03 am
    omg yesss like this one sex scene where the uke is riding the seme all sweaty and shit and look outta his mind but the seme just lay therE like 0_0 NOT A SINGLE FACIAL EXPRESSION sunday

    Was it this one? lol
    http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/you_re_my_loveprize_in_viewfinder/mh/v04/c018/28/

    sunday November 8, 2019 11:24 am
    Was it this one? lolhttp://www.mangago.me/read-manga/you_re_my_loveprize_in_viewfinder/mh/v04/c018/28/ LaughingAardvark

    HAHHAHAHAHAHA IT SEEMS THAT EVERYONE THINKS THE SAME BCS THAT SCENE IS EXACTLY WHAT I WAS DESCRIBING AHHAHA

    Moonlight-uh November 8, 2019 1:03 pm
    This reply will be showed after approved! shinks de coup

    lmao

    Ziera November 8, 2019 1:53 pm
    omg yesss like this one sex scene where the uke is riding the seme all sweaty and shit and look outta his mind but the seme just lay therE like 0_0 NOT A SINGLE FACIAL EXPRESSION sunday

    PFFFFFFT bitc u made me think of Lan Wangji with that description-

    Ziera November 8, 2019 2:02 pm
    +1 Sakura

    +2

    Sakura November 10, 2019 5:47 am
    Was it this one? lolhttp://www.mangago.me/read-manga/you_re_my_loveprize_in_viewfinder/mh/v04/c018/28/ LaughingAardvark

    TF!!!

    Sakura November 10, 2019 5:48 am
    PFFFFFFT bitc u made me think of Lan Wangji with that description- Ziera

    For me at least LWJ's expression is much better ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ノ~

    Ziera November 10, 2019 9:32 am
    For me at least LWJ's expression is much better ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ノ~ Sakura

    Lol we just stan that hard XD

Hollyyyyy July 22, 2019 8:23 am

okay, so I'm in a weird mood and I'm kinda looking for something with nice art, a sad ending, more sadness sprinkled in, and some sweet parts that make you happy and then the next chapter it's sad again and it makes you want to cry. a lot.

yesokayimightbesuperdepressedrightnowshutupandgivemetheyaoi


yaoi please, or shounen ai. sad. sad.SAD.

something like banana fish but preferably very pretty art, it's not necessary but good art can add a lot. thank you people, please give examples. :3 I appreciate.

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