It does have a "happy" ending but I will tell you guys that I don't remember the ML ever verbally apologizing. Maybe they will change that idk. He showed change through actions but it's not enough for me. Ml imprinted on Mc one-sidedly and impregnated him unknowingly. Mc runs away because who in their right mind would want this MF as a baby daddy?! There was a 3 month timeskip and he gets caught in Manila. As we all know he needs Alpha pheromones but because he ran away, he used medical pheromone injections. Well, Ml sees this and thought he got pregnant by another guy. He was so mad. He is so so so abusive our omega almost lost their babies because he Mc and shackled him + put him in a cage. Well he begins changing once he knew that Mc's baby is his.
They began to have a peaceful relationship (still not officially together) until Mc begins premature labor. He gets in a coma for 3 months and during that time, Ml took care of him and the premature babies. When he woke up, be asked Mc for marriage.
Edit:
It has a volume 4 after the novel extras. This was a 3 year timeskip where they got married and navigated their whole set up. Ml is still regretting his actions and treats Mc better. Mc still has trauma and experience ptsd from time to time. He also discovers about the one-sided imprint. They try their best together and finally confess their feelings. Still hate Ml though
2026-09-01 20:03 marked
2026-08-07 15:07 marked
Haaaaaaaaa. What can I say? The novel was fucking tiring and messy. MC is the dumbest uke ever. ML is a psychopath (also dumb).MC and ML used to be bestfriends in high school. Then after an accident, they never spoke again and met 9 years later. This time, uke needed money for his family and seme needed someone to use against his brother.
Ok so the story starts with ML saying that he'll clear the uke's dad debt if he agrees to seduce his bro (trash too) and gives a password that his bro has. He says that his bro's type is the MC that's why he gave him this task. MC agrees and from there he tries and he got close and then he succeeds. All the while ML accuses MC of sleeping with his bro and other people (MC did not), calls him slurs, slut-shames him. He's always mad when he says these and he's just so crazy jealous he doesn't even know it. He also always says he will never sleep with MC bla bla, that he's not into guys bla bla. But then he asks MC to kiss him lol.
Then, ML's brother gets ahold of the video of the "accident" from 9 years ago. He threatens MC to meet him 5 times and he will delete it. MC was like "I need to tell ML about this" and THEN BACKS OUT. He agrees to meet ML bro 5 times. ML kinda asks him from time to time what's wrong but he won't fucking say anything. He had many chances! Instead they had s*x and then he met ML bro. FUCK. He's forced to give ML bro bj every time he requests it. On the 2nd time, he ditched ML on his birthday and on the fourth time, ML catches him in the act, in MC's apartment. He tries to explain but ofc ML won't listen. He tells ML about a video but he won't tell what it's about. So ML thinks it's MC's p*rn vid. He then gets so livid with jealousy that he r*pes him. On the fifth meeting, MC was brought in, drugged, and they were putting blindfold on him when ML arrived. MC thought he will be saved but sike! ML gives the blindfold to the guy tying the MC and then leaves. But sike again! When MC was about to be g*ngr*ped in front of a live audience ML saves him! And what does he say to ML?! "I'd rather go to your bro than you!!!" WHAAAAAT?????? Then ML confronts and confines him. Turns out the ML knew that his bro had been doing this live drugged gangr*pe way, way before and he knew that MC might caught up in this the moment he ordered him to seduce his bro (he didn't know the bj will happen though). But still ordered him to do so. We hit the flashback.
MC grew up as a pastor's son. He discovered he was gay and somehow a bully (male) from highschool who I'm pretty sure had a crush on MC discovers it. MC and ML are already friends at this point and ML is a real hater against same-sex relationships. He's open about it and really shows his hatred, calling gay couples slurs and cursing at them. The bully guy somehow discovers that MC is gay and uses it as a threat so he can sleep with MC and he will tell everyone that he is gay. MC is scared and was ready to go along but ML always saved him and stuff. He pushes ML away but ML comes running to him whenever he's in trouble and then hen he pushed ML away again. They kinda stopped talking for a while.
Then one day MC told the bully that he will jump off a building because he can't take the bullying anymore. Bully tried to stop him then we discover what the "accident" from 9 years ago was was. The bully filmed the ML killing someone. He then threatens MC to sleep with him in exchange of deleting the video. But wait, on that day, ML is on a funeral and wants MC to stay with him. This dumbass MC instead of telling ML what happened, decides to go with the demands of his bully. WTF. Guess what happens, bully messages ML and ML catches MC on the act (no penetration). So he was libke, I told you I needed you but you prioritized getting frisky with this guy? Then he beats the shit out of the bully, calls MC some slurs, and gets arrested. They never saw each other again after that. MC gets kicked out and works part time, then suddenly his dad got cancer and they're in debt.
We get back to the present where ML confined MC and ML finally confesses. Then theres' a last kidnapping where ML where he saves MC and discovers the truth about the video. Then, instead of talking like normal, functioning human beings, he flees for the MC's safety lol. I can't. After that, MC attends his sister's wedding. What happens? Dad kicks him out again cuz he's gae. ML then appears waiting for him and they have s*x at the venue's hotel and then they're together.
It's 3 am now and I will sleep.
edit: You know what the stupidest thing is? ML bro does not have the video. The MC already got rid of it 9 years ago but he wasn't sure if what he deleted was the original. Turns out it was.He didn't bother checking if ML bro really has it. Also even if there was a video, the quality as so blurry nobody would guess it was the ML killing someone.
2026-07-20 20:15 marked
This actually is the end, I think it's not only in the middle of the book, as someone mentioned before.In the end note the author states to read the novel for the side stories (2 more books), so I believe a lot of things will get concluded there, as every so often.
But it is actually sad that they won't include the side stories.
I've been thinking to read this now that it's official, but if there's missing something that could be important, I might just read the novel instead, lmao.
2026-07-11 21:30 marked
I just wrote this LONG summary for someone, but I thought it'll be useful for my spoiler seekers xD Summary starts from their Hong Kong trip and on -- • They sleep together for the first time in Hong Kong. After returning, Yeehyeon’s uncle from his hometown shows up at Morae and Yeehan’s house. Yeehyeon pulls him aside so the couple won’t see him and get distressed. The uncle explains that Morae’s dad, Mr. Lim, is using the family debt as an excuse to pressure them about the three of them running away. He wants them to come back and “stop the childish love” stuff. Yeehyeon asks for 24 hours before he shows up again. This is where things take a turn.
• Yeehyeon shows up at Liu’s place in the middle of the rain, completely soaked and distressed, asking for help. This is when Liu abandons his resolve and fully devotes himself to Yeehyeon, letting go of his control as a Golden Alpha after seeing how vulnerable he is. Liu comes up with an elaborate plan: (1) pay off the uncle so Mr. Lim loses his leverage, and (2) relocate Yeehan and Morae to Bali. In exchange, Yeehyeon agrees to become a signed artist for Phantom. They sleep together that night, and the next morning they deal with the uncle and send Morae and Yeehan off to the airport.
• Yeehyeon starts living in Liu’s basement. Liu assigns him a private driver and tells him not to go anywhere without the car so Mr. Lim can’t find him. Yeehyeon stops working at Phantom and focuses entirely on painting at Liu’s place. His world becomes much smaller, and since Liu provides everything—housing, food, flights, opportunities—Yeehyeon feels extremely uncomfortable being so tied to Liu without independence.
• After about two months of sleeping together (knotting basically every time, sometimes multiple times), Yeehyeon starts showing signs of “Changing.” He assumes it’s just indigestion and tells Liu he’ll go to the hospital since it’s not improving. Liu panics, worried that Yeehyeon will find out the truth—that he’s becoming an omega—so he goes to Inwoo and confesses everything. They have a huge fight, but Liu eventually convinces Inwoo to help him make Yeehyeon believe it’s just indigestion, at least until after the Chicago trip, when Liu promises to tell him. Inwoo only agrees because he doesn’t want Yeehyeon to find out in a traumatic way.
• During the Chicago trip, they exchange their first “I love you.” Liu is clearly falling apart from the guilt of keeping the secret as their relationship deepens. Even though he’s known for controlling his pheromones, he basically becomes a slave to Yeehyeon’s and starts showing strong protectiveness toward his “omega.” Terrified of losing him, Liu begins acting out of character—like planning to open a New York branch of Phantom and taking Yeehyeon there to isolate him and increase the chances he won’t leave. Yeehyeon agrees to relocate since Yeehan and Morae are in Bali, and nothing is holding him back except his Phantom family. At the same time, he receives an offer from “The Hands” in Paris—an organization supporting independent artists. It’s a great opportunity for his independence, but he chooses Liu instead.
• After the Chicago trip, about a week before leaving for New York, Yeehyeon accidentally learns the truth from Shushu. He goes to Inwoo first because he can’t trust Liu. Inwoo admits he knew and explains his side. Yeehyeon tries to leave, feeling betrayed again, and Inwoo—like a dumbass—kisses him and makes it about himself. Yeehyeon brushes it off as a mistake.
• This becomes a huge issue later with Liu, who grows extremely possessive and jealous. He becomes the kind of “alpha” he hates. Yeehyeon gets checked out, confronts Liu, and tells him he’s “pregnant”—basically bluffing to force the truth out. He says he’s 50% omega and plans to visit his dad instead of going to New York. Liu admits he’s a “ghost” who can turn betas into omegas, but hides the part about Yeehyeon being “diamond dust” because he doesn’t want him blaming himself.
• Liu later visits Yeehyeon in his hometown. Yeehyeon decides to accept The Hands offer instead of moving to New York, saying he needs independence. They agree to keep in touch, but neither of them reaches out for about a year.
• During that time, we see their separate lives. Liu basically becomes a ghost—smoking constantly, abandoning the New York branch idea, and carrying the “Isolation” painting everywhere. He eventually goes to Bali to see Morae and Yeehan, planning to watch from afar. Morae immediately recognizes him from Yeehyeon’s “Mr. Rabbit” drawing and takes him to their bar, showing him the drawing. That’s when Liu decides that even if they don’t get back together, he’ll stay close and watch from afar. He gets an apartment near The Hands (the narration makes it sound less creepy).
• Meanwhile, Yeehyeon fully commits to his art like a full-time job. He joins a support group for people who manifest as alphas or omegas later in life and starts educating himself. He realizes he never really tried to understand things from Liu’s perspective as an alpha with pheromones, or how different people’s lives are from a “beta-centric” POV.
• After about a year, he learns about “diamond dust,” but even before that, he decides to get back together with Liu. He recognizes that Liu’s mistake doesn’t define him entirely, and instead focuses on what they shared—their connection to art, feeling alive together, emotional vulnerability, and intimacy. The author doesn’t gloss over Liu’s wrongdoing; they work through it slowly with a lot of communication.
• Even after getting back together, they stay long-distance for a while until Yeehyeon becomes a recognized artist. They eventually get married at Phantom (Yeehyeon’s father shows up to the wedding) and they move to Bali to open a Phantom branch there. Yeehan and Morae have a child. Yeehyeon fully becomes an omega, experiences his first heat, which triggers Liu’s first rut. The story ends with Yeehyeon becoming pregnant and a baby shower where it’s revealed they’re having a girl.
• Regarding smut scenes: ooof, they’re super hot. Lingerie play, phone sex, heat/rut, lots of dirty talk, lots of them admitting their jealousies and possessiveness from both sides.
There's a lot more nuances I didn't cover, but I assume this is plenty for now? :D
2026-04-14 13:33 marked
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2019-01-10 07:47 marked
Actually having time is a great perk, I believe. As I tend to be a very busy human being, I cannot imagine having a lover to take care of as well. I'd literally collapse from overwork I believe, haha. Furthermore, you're free to make your own decisions. "Oh, I feel like changing the interior/furniture, whatever. I don't need to ask anyone their opi......
2018-11-29 17:03 marked
Hello girls! (and boys!) I wanted to share with you some links on BL stuffs (maybe you already know them but just in case!):
Chinese BL novels: http://bltranslation.blogspot.co.uk/ (go to the “links” section for more Chinese BL translations)
Korean BL novels: http://itslovetranslation.blogspot.co.uk/
Japanese BL novels: http://bltranslation.blogspot.co.uk/p/blog-page_8.html
For Asian BL news (movies, series): https://shiraai.wordpress.com/category/bl-news/
For thai series (“Love sick”, “Hormones”) and translation (“Love Sick” the novel): http://www.kudalakorn.com/
A Korean webdrama ("Prince of Prince"): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BClnGBTp-ho
A Filipino drama ("My Husband's lover"): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2onUhIlHfX4
Tumblr for photos of Chinese couples and cosplayers: http://fuckyeahchinesebl.tumblr.com/
Another Tumblr with a lot of cute Asian couples: http://fuckyeahboyxboy.tumblr.com/
Tumblr for "19 Days" translation: http://yaoi-blcd.tumblr.com/
Asian BL movies and dramas list: http://fuckyeahboyxboy.tumblr.com/post/23362419189/asian-bl-drama-movies
And here a beautiful but sad MV I found a few months ago: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iA1dKs3WDUY
Enjoy!
Chinese BL novels: http://bltranslation.blogspot.co.uk/ (go to the “links” section for more Chinese BL translations)
Korean BL novels: http://itslovetranslation.blogspot.co.uk/
Japanese BL novels: http://bltranslation.blogspot.co.uk/p/blog-page_8.html
For Asian BL news (movies, series): https://shiraai.wordpress.com/category/bl-news/
For thai series (“Love sick”, “Hormones”) and translation (“Love Sick” the novel): http://www.kudalakorn.com/
A Korean webdrama ("Prince of Prince"): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BClnGBTp-ho
A Filipino drama ("My Husband's lover"): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2onUhIlHfX4
Tumblr for photos of Chinese couples and cosplayers: http://fuckyeahchinesebl.tumblr.com/
Another Tumblr with a lot of cute Asian couples: http://fuckyeahboyxboy.tumblr.com/
Tumblr for "19 Days" translation: http://yaoi-blcd.tumblr.com/
Asian BL movies and dramas list: http://fuckyeahboyxboy.tumblr.com/post/23362419189/asian-bl-drama-movies
And here a beautiful but sad MV I found a few months ago: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iA1dKs3WDUY
Enjoy!
2017-05-10 20:16 marked
☚..☛ Steamy Smexy Scene
Warning : Prepares tissue before looking, you may be nosebleed. Heh~ (>‿O)v
Remark : 3P / 4P / Gang Bang are in another album.
Remark : 3P / 4P / Gang Bang are in another album.
2017-05-09 18:22 marked
Hi guys! My name is Sabrina. I apologize for everything I have done. I'll not make the same mistake twice. So please excuse my stupidity b/c i have already learned what i have done.
If you still won't accept my apology. I won't set my foot on her till the day I die.
Thank you.
- SabrinaBTS
P.S. BTS has nothing to do with this.
If you still won't accept my apology. I won't set my foot on her till the day I die.
Thank you.
- SabrinaBTS
P.S. BTS has nothing to do with this.
2017-05-08 08:44 marked
random story game! you can say up to 5 words!
There once was a boy
(Continue!~)
There once was a boy
(Continue!~)
2014-11-09 11:22 marked
who here feels like they will forever be alone. why?
2014-11-09 10:07 marked


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