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I just want to express myself here. tomorrow is my last day at my current job. I'm on notice and for a week I've noticed a very different vibe in the office. like negative energy. for information, I have only been working for 4 months and i quit because work environment is very stressful and toxic. where my leader is very unreliable and likes to tell people to do his work. I work as marketing and sales, and there are only 3 people in this department. so myself, my senior marketing and my manager/leader. I trust my seniors alot, and I always complain to he about my uncomfortable situation working with all these conditions. My co-worker is very nice but since I showed that I want to quit, he treats me more passive aggressively. he made me feel very uncomfortable. so yesterday I felt my instinct saying there would be something those two will would talk about. so I left the office for a while in 30 minutes and I didn't bring my phone. I put the voice recording mode. today I listened back to the voice recording and I found my senior cursing me behind my back. he said i just want a job that is easy and very slow to work. he also condemned my actions of stopping work. he also said that I chose a new job far away from home and with my unlicensed(driver license ) condition it will only be difficult and I will not be long with the new job. as information I am in the process of doing the license. He also said that I only talk big but don't even do the job properly. I admit that I am a slow learner. I am taught by only one person here, which is my senior, but he is very busy, sometimes he will teach me halfway and I am increasingly unable to understand the work flow. My leader/manager really doesn't know the state of the work flow, even the system we use, he doesn't know how it operates. and some of my points on why I stopped were twisted a lot by them, I was very angry. i like to correct and want to rage at them. should i confront them and correct some point or i just let them go.
It wrong for me to choose a better environment? Better for my mental health. I just dont know what to do for this situation. Im controlling my anger issue here