I'm looking for a sad bl stories while they r in sc but if it's bl and sad then recommend me that too I really wanna make my self tear up
Here's a oneshot that still makes me cry to this day:
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/my_childhood_friend_was_a_god/
Not exactly suicide but there is character death

Are there any bl stories like yk royal or duke anything royal and sweet
Sweetie, Sweetie, Sweetie
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/sweetie_sweetie_sweetie/
To deny the route
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/to_deny_the_route/
I'm in trouble because I'm loved so much in this different world! Isekai BL Anthology Volume 1
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/i_m_in_trouble_because_i_m_loved_so_much_in_this_different_world_isekai_bl_anthology_volume_1/
The Duke's Plush Obsession
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/possessed_by_a_cotton_ball/
Already read both of these