eueueue I cried too much...... somehow my heart was both broken, and healed as someone who stutters, and someone too sick to go to school.
I don't have much better to say, but i sincerely hope that everything will get better for you<3
sniff sniff thank yeww
໒꒰ ʃƪ >__<꒱১ !ᡣ
I don't know if I have the ability to think,, kinda feels like in a theatre when the play finishes and there's silence before clapping because you gotta think... idk if I can think anymore. and reading most of this felt like I was being set on fire?scary sturff. idk if that makes sense? it doesn't make sense to me, and im the one who feels that way. very messed up stories and when I saw that in chap 3 I helped and put my phone down (had a break(down) before continuing)
idk I don't trust him... maybe he's completely fine and I'm overreacting but he feels SO! SHIFTY! like his face when "we're just childhood friends," ????? don't! trust! iiiiiiit!!!!!
I don't like :( idk if it's just cause I'm tired and therefore sad, because of the blackmail or even because it progressed so fast, but I'm not sure I can say a place where I felt enjoyment reading this. I don't think you should date someone where at some point you were scared they would rape you and you weren't being irrational. like before that point please leave????
I think this is placed on the highest shelf in my heart. I think if I got a physical copy of this, I'd go to the church to have it blessed.
idk what commenters are on about. people ARE messed up, it's written as a messed up thing. divorce isn't something people go for willingly and easily. if you can fix the relationship, you fix the relationship.
we don't know much about his married life but the character says it's going well now, it's been fixed, so why are you being so pessimistic?
it was pretty clear he wasn't taking chef-dudes feelings seriously "he voluntarily became a homewrecker" did we read the same thing? he was hardly conscious and drunk, by definition he could not consent. he liked him so yes, he didn't push him away, but if sober he wouldn't have. yes it continued after, but it's shown time and time again that he had no power in that relationship, he did not want to be doing it. just he had no control.
when he saw him again he said "it's not such a bad memory anymore" (paraphrasing) at the time, and after, he found it awful. the point of that interaction at the bar was for him, and in turn the readers, to realise that it's not such a big part of his life anymore, he doesn't have to beat himself up over it, and haru was the one that meant he could do that.
I DO have gripes with this story but because of commenters' histrionics, I don't care and I'm not going to write them. 3.5 stars.
(I'm also being dramatic here, my annoyance at comments was exaggerated in the hopes of humour being sprinkled into this so it's not a rant. might have made it seem more like a rant.... I don't really mind all that much sorry if I seemed upset (〜￣△￣)〜