The last like 20 chapters lowkey confused me what was going on what was the point of the hardcore play stuff I’m a little confused can someone explain ik it’s dumb but I just wanna know
H felt like he had crossed the line in the past when it came to extreme play, so he didn’t trust himself to go to the edge and be in control enough to rein it in. W was an ashamed to admit that even after everything that had happened, he still wanted to find out what his limits were; where the edge of his play was. They finally admit this to each other & decide to move forward with W encouraging H that he could finally do as he pleased me W could handle it - not because W had no limits, but instead because W was finally ready to admit he had limits (finally opening himself up to the possibility of using the safe word). After the catharsis of the cabin scene, and proving to each other that W could admit his limits and say the safe word & H could hear the safe word and act appropriately, neither one felt like they needed to chase or fear the edge of their play anymore and their play relationship blossomed in that growth, discovery, and trust. It was beautiful











They passing him around like a bluntttg