Mizuki's Topics (55)

He’s is going to know about it soon … and he will meet with him too

near the end.

End of the main story

wayyy l8r. novel is slow fkn burn.
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jihyun says to eunho that he(eunho) knows he has trouble sleeping and can't sleep if eunho isn't there (lmao yearner codependent luvrboi jihyun deadass) eunho will quit being manager and tell jihyun that he's dependent on eunho bc he don't have any friends and doesn't talk to others. jihyun asks that if he gets friends and acts like a normal actor will jihyun come back, and jihyun says if u get other friends u will stop thinking u need to rely on me and then i can be ur manager. so jihyum forces himself to go to parties, events etc and news posts appear and eunho sees it and thinks that he finally started to socialise. but jihyun isn't liking this at all he's js doing it so he can get friends and eunho comes back to him. then some incident happens on set where jihyun is working (he is ig thinking abt eunho, all he cares abt is eunho!eunho!eunho!) and some lighting falls on him and hurts his hand and he's admitted in hospital. eunho sees the news and goes to hospital and eavesdrops on JH and his uncle talking, and uncle is like why u keep attending events and eating food from diff places they offer if u r gonna vomit it out or be I'll bc of it. so JH mentions it's bc eunho wants him to socialise and he would come back as manager. eunho listens and doesn't meet JH and goes back. then i guess after JH gets well in his hand injury, i guess the introduction to my manager S2 is offered to JH and it would be good for JH career + his shooting to his new show is going on. so eunho agreed to be a part of introducing my manager S2 but only be a manager till. IMM is being shot, eunho visits the uncle and says that he is ok w it. then JH barges into the room and eunho looks at him, and JH doesn't even look shocked that eunho is there, he js looks at him and looks past, to the uncle. and smth abt IMM show. and uncle says why u ignore eunho, so JH looks back again towards eunho so shocked. (actually from JH pov, he started hallucinating about eunho, he started hearing "jihyun~ah" the way eunho called him. eunho randomly starts appearing in his vision, so when he saw eunho he thought it was a vision like that and addressing eunho's hallucination would make him look crazy in front of his uncle so he avoid eunho but this time he was there fr) eunho comes back as JH manager, and then some actress who's playing a minor role in JH new drama, she is there at the set and eunho and she talk. then eunho get invited to some after drink thingy. and some other rude actor is also there and he hates on JH passive aggressively. then they go to after drink party thingy where they're drinking, eunho and JH don't drink cuz eunho need to drive JH and drinks don't suit JH, so JH be drinking non alcoholic beer. then, the rude actor ask eunho to bring them icecream and everyone is like why he ordering eumho around but eunho ok w it and he and the actress go to bring icecream ig. s x the rude actor then say something reg. how gay men are odd and wierd and eunho sees that the other rookie idol/actor who gay secretly, he gets uncomfy and rude actor also say smth like how JH is germophobic clean freak so JH ask for a beer and drops it on rude actors face, and then everyone shocked. it's on the news the next day, and everyone picking side on who was at fault. then eunho is like why u throw beer at him "i know hearing abt him teasing abt germaphobia would felt bad but u shouldn't have done it" so JH says he's ok w that but he don't like how he called gay men wierd so eunho is like so? ur not gay? and JH is like , but I asked and I don't like that someone call gay people wierd it might have hurt u. so basically JH was super angry that rude actor called gay ppl wierd bc he knew eunho was gay and he didn't like anyone disrespect eunho. (eunho thinks to himself that he's only gay bc he only ever liked JH he has never liked any other boy or girl) so then the actress also second out and say rude actor used to tease her and make bad remarks, and bc of that other actresses also come out and agree and say the same thing (on internet) which leads to that rude actor getting kicked out of the show. then one day(forgot after which incident) JH ask eumho to stay at his place and practise lines and eunho knows JH don't wanna practise he don't wanna let eunho go home but he agrees and JH opens some random page and ask him to read out lines. they practise and it was some romantic scene (the only romantic scene in the show) so they say the lines and in the end there's a kiss scene. eunho think that JH would only be practising dialogue, but after dialogue he looks up at JH and JH face is so close to his ,na before he knows it JH's lips are on eunho's. eunho gets shocked and punches JH and storms out of JH's house. he says that touching lips might be a normal thing for JH but it's not for eunho. in JH's pov he was looking at eunho practising lines and eunho so bad at acting his line delivery is so bad. but after the lines end and there's a kiss scene JH looks at eunho, and his pov is like, eunhos lashes are so long and his eye color is so dark and before he knows it his face is so close to eunho's and he presses his lips on eunho's lips and he feels that eunhos lips are so soft. but then he gets punched in the face by eunho, but the punch legit brings him to consciousness bc if eunho hadn't punched him he was about to slip in tongue. like was about to go all in and kiss, with tongue and all. oh and btw JH has previously kissed other actors as a part of acting but he can never stomach it. like, he almost feels nauseous or even pukes after kissing scenes and it really takes him alot of cuts for kissing scenes ig. he can't stomach kissing scenes he don't like those, he doesn't like kissing in general, he js doesn't like people except for eunho, he's the only exception. like he doesn't like anyone's touch but he is ok and even wants eunhos touch. then after eunho leaves JH can't even say anything cuz his face red as tomato from blushing. then he js goes to the shower and turns on the shower, with his clothes on and all. he got a boner and he thought standing in cold water would calm him down but no, it makes it worse. so he jerks off, and he can count on one hand the amt of times he jerked off in puberty. he didn't understand it and didn't like it. but for the first time he jerks off thinking of someone. he jerks off thinking abt eunho. "eunho~ya" he moans out as he climaxes.
he realises he's in love w eumho. now it's even worse bc JH don't know what to do about it. he is jealous/sad of the fact that eunho has someone he likes and he thinks why can't eunho js like him?(lmao JH jealous of himself lol) then some incident happens and some crazy stalker appears on set and throws eggs onto JH but eunho saves him, so the egg hits eunho instead. JH is so shocked and runs to eunho horrified and angry look, the stalker gets caught and JH grabs him by collar looking so angry but eunho asks him to let him go. JH is really worried abt eumho and asks what it those weren't eggs but stones. i don't remember after this sorry....so yeah they get together way way later.
oh and I guess their first consensual kiss is after their confession, JH got a drink as a gift (ig it was wrap up party of the show shoot) and and eunho drinking at JH house. they confess or something, and JH says he likes eumho, so eunho asks can he do something like kissing him (since JH is germaphobic don't like skin contact) so JH answers by kissing him and eunho is shocked alittle but he doesn't push away he kisses him back and omg this scene was so hawt!! like when they're kissing JH is kissing him so passionately and he slips in tongues as well, and they're touching each other. and JH is like i wanna touch u, and eunho let's him so JH is touching eunhos d*ck and eunho touches JH's d*ck as well, and they're kind of jerking e/o off but JH is not letting go off eunho's lips, like eunho breaks off the kiss for air but can't even keep it off for a second because JH's lips lock his lips again...like calm down jihyun, eunho isn't going anywhere. jihyun is so desperate he's kissing him like crazy he's not letting him breathe XD.


yeah, I havent read beyond this part patiently, I did skim thru sex scenes but I don't remember much. js know sex scenes are wayyy later.

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