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I knew Seongrok would fucking blame himself. Seongrok calling himself an accident is so heart wrenching because he should know that if he had never held je-oh captive that blonde guy who died would still be r*ping him and he would have died as a prostitute. He cant blame himself when they BOTH had rough upbringings and ended up in the worst scenarios on the wrong side of manipulative games but finding each other was not a mistake!!!!! Through everything they both literally just want to be free and be in love. Je-oh also never cried this entire time after all the assaults he’s been through and finally being told it’s ok to cry literally gave him relief that he’s finally not alone even when the situation is terrible. I cannot TAKE THIS. I’m gonna go bald from stress my guy, please stop the actual pain.