the last line kind of broke my heart, these guys are both losers to some extent, but what happened to them clearly gave them emotional whiplash
like
haha smutty bl hahaah
i WILL leave a rant here that was made with tears if anyones interested
go on ill listen to your whining
bro those two are NOT in love, it's more like cognitive dissonance with intimacy mixed in and SOME emerging love in the side. The pussy situation is already enough to fuck someone over and they both started having hate sex?? It's like they're trying to get clarity over the circumstances that their in. I do believe seokjun likes chani chani but he's just going through shit because he knows the mans a dick (except he doesnt have one ) to him but he doesn't want chani to leave him so it ends up being this fear of abandonment... and when seokjun asked if chani's still going to leave him: THAT IS NOT YEARNING HE DESPARATELY NEEDS THAT REASSURANCE MAN
While Chani chani has a different experience but could still be described as cognitive dissonance. He had repeatedly wanted and tried to find a reason to "throw" Seokjun away but he can't seem to find one. Two people, so fucking different, and he can't name a single reason to leave him.
Combing all the shit going on and that tan guy who i hate to name, I don't think their in love, both of them are emotionally confused and don't seem to understand what that attachment means. With sex possibly being a distraction and or excuse to avoid that uncertainty.
I hope author delves into their emotional dynamic more outside of the sex, but if it happens naturally, sure! I just don't want sex to constantly be emotional bait. Still keeping the spiciness, I have both cried with my eyes and thighs at the same time.
ok bye lol i might be a bit off at some points as ive just been thinking of school for the past 2 months
i completely get what you mean and you may be right but you see im a bit delusional so i prefer to think they are falling in love but yeah they are so emotionally chaotic chani chani doesnt know what he wants so it makes everything even harder than it already is ngl i think the author is on crack there's no way they will go deep into the complicated parts of their relationship it will stay a funny smutty bl imo but what you say totally makes sense dw you're not crazy
gng i know its mainly the sex here but imagine you gain feelings for someone that treats you like an object and you know their an asshole but you can't help but hope for them to become better I WOULD BE SAD TOO??
it breaks my heart to read this POV and idk how much heartbreak I'd go through if I were the one to experience it
i want everyone dead but also this series has thrown metal bricks on me with some weirdly sad feelings tm and then giving me the sex ever like WHAT IS HAPPENING
10/10 will never read this again this a once in a lifetime moment
So is it bad or is it good? Its in my wsnt to read list
it's 10/10 gng
SOMEONE LOBOTOMIZE ME RIGHT NOW I'M UNABLE TO BE DELUSIONAL HERE