Dija's Topics (52)

Then don't read :D

Literally xd

Why positions are important now?

I'm not waiting for u to tell me what to do read it or drop it it's up to me

Womp womp

You literally told us you can't accept the Yakuza as a bottom?? Then don't read is a option for you and a recommendation.

I'll stop or keep reading it if I want to, once again I don't need someone to tell me what to do.I commented with MY OPINION so there's no need for anyone to put their nose on my business

You don't want people replying to your comment yet, what was the point of commenting? ☠

Should've kept it to yourself -OPINION.

Cuz the mc is supposedly “ugly”
But he looks cute to me, he’s adorable.

I don’t think he’s meant to be ugly! There are multiple examples of men and women hitting on him throughout the story. I think he’s supposed to be pretty or cute but I guess no one compares to the ML!

I actually think it’s supposed to be an example of how he’s an unreliable narrator! His perception of his physical appearance has been shaped by his experience with racism in the States and the fact that he grew up physically frail so not only was he Asian, but he was scrawny too. That’s why he acts like Mike Yagoobian in that scene where everyone is super nice to him but he’s like “everyone hates me”. It’s also why I’m sure that he’s pretty crazy too bc he keeps rationalizing his batshit insane actions so we let it slide.

Sooooooo true!! He’s an unreliable narrator - exactly this!

Ngl when looking at him I've never seen him pretty or cute,he just look weird to me. But yeah it's ur opinion I totally respect it

I agree with you

But from the look of it Pado ain't gonna accept the apology RN cause who would

If u see pado, he seems like he won't accept the apology. That's why our boy wanted to be on his good side unfortunately his lifeline depends on how he reacted when pado treats him

Imo, Because he wants to genuinely apologize and have some type of "closure" or to end things in a good note without any regrets (unlike what happened in the past), not just simply apologizing for the sake of saying he apologized and clear his conscience and move on.
The regret roots from dying without ever having the chance to fix things between a person he had cared a lot in the past (or maybe even in the present).
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If he meant to apologize of course it will be sincere(but he have to do it first),and the ml have the right to accept or not accept the apology. But the the mc he just keep his mouth shut he can't say anything and because of that the ml is only hurting him

Sadly, the ml does not even give the mc chance to talk or if he did, it might not get through to him and he'll probably dismiss it immediately as he was that hurt by mc's words back then. Also, with mc's personality, even if he did apologize, ml not listening to him or accepting his apology and them still having a bad relationship would still eat him up and make him depress. Even if they don't show it or admit it, people sometimes want redemption more than simply apologizing, especially with people they were once close with. Things dont need to be how it was before, but a little redemption in the other's eyes is at least enough to make the person apologizing a little less depress and able to move on.
Also, the biggest pain for mc is not from being humiliated but not making amends with ml. You can see it from his reaction. He is not angry at how ml treats him. There is no resentment in his part.
For mc to put this much effort, regardless of the hurt and humiliation, only means he cared for ml that much, maybe even more that he realize or admits to himself.
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That's just my take thoo. Either way, however mc gives his apology, there will still be tears because of so many unresolved issues between them. We are all here for the angst but we can only hope this is will be a happy ending ╥﹏╥

Sorry for the long-ass essay btw ((￣∇￣")

Yes I totally agree with you. I just can't see the mc suffering everytime he tried to talk to Pad, and when I said humiliating I meant he will feel hurt not angry with the ml.That's really

True thooooo. And it'll hurt much more once we finally see their past ╥﹏╥
With how much pain mc would have to endure trying to make amends (not to mention look how sweet he is, so easily hurt noooo), we know that regret from ml will definitely come crashing. He'll prob cry more than us.
AAAAAAAAAAAAA (/□＼*)

Ngl but I kinda feel bad for the ml too,cz bro he look hurt af. Can't wait to see the backstory cz the mc abviously have done something big that caused Pado's cold/angry behavior

oh my god lord forbid a boy whos been relentlessly bullied thru childhood abd thus never formed proper healthy rrlationships with anyone around his age have maladroit social skills.

hes quite literally never been able to interact with another kid in a positive light. have some empathy and put respect on my boys name!!!

u can dislike a character but try take into consideration their circumstances.

calm your titties

Still hate him I just can't

I can't bro

its not that serious pookie

Most of ppl have social anxiety, and no matter how lonely u are or how u have never interact with other ppl u can't just go following them and hold their hand for no reason

I'm not that serious either pookie,I'm just giving my honest opinion about what I found annoying in this story, that's it(but when he held his hand for no reason I lost it, embarrassing)

Chill what he does were unintentional and doesn't have any bad intentions also it's just holding a hand ?? Even if it was random that's not bad??

Bro how can u guys think that it's normal to hold someone's hand out of nowhere? If someone I don't even know hold my hand, I'll definitely think of them as some creep

Idk it's just holding a hand? nothing really bad about it and definitely not creepy, that's like kinda judgemental to think abt tbh. Maybe that's just me and you're someone who can't stand physical touch so understandable ig.

Alot of people are different anyways but u gotta understand that holding a hand is just simply that, dude didn't do anything to his hand inappropriately why should u dislike someone for that much? They didn't do anything wrong.

Physical contact I'll accept it only with my family,friends and acquaintances not just anyone, That's how we grew up,so that's why I find it cringe,even him glancing at the ml so long and follow him is embarrassing to me I can't help it but feel like that

Well that's fair for you, that's ur judgement but nothing really awful happened to be called "creepy" some ppl just don't think about these stuff much

I think they're not gonna break up but rather take a break to figure out their feelings

I think she’s more just unstable and can be numb to some feelings bc she haven’t been able to feel them probably

I agree I feel liks heasol and yeonwoo should get therapy

Like*

Oh definitely they both need it ASAP

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