wtf is going with the Prince and the black gem's relationship i don't even know what to think of them anymore. at first i thought that the Prince had groomed the gem and forcibly feminised him but apparently he'd chosen to do it ???? but the gem can't possibly begin to understand the context of sex and the spectrum of gender and so can he really make a conscious choice to be viewed as a "bride", an object of heteronormative desire ???????? but also the Prince clearly leaves him the freedom to experiment with his gender presentation without forcing him ?!?!?!?! can we see the black gem's destroying of everything related to Ghost as a transition ????? is killing a part of yourself ok ???? the wedding kinda made me want to puke ??????
god i don't know what to think of these two
omg i have so many thoughts about this.
- i'm quite in love with courtney and i wish she would marry me.
- this comic was made specifically for me. i am 10000000000% the target audience
- the fashion in this is IN-SANE. the character designs and costumes are INCREDIBLE
- the art is really beautiful as well in general tbh, the colours in the crown prince's eyes are to die for
- i'm quite afraid for courtney and the prince's relationship bc it seems like they have a lot of physical compability ( in what we've seen them doing until now ) but i feel like they are lacking romantic connection :( i really liked the ch where it was said that they slept togehter without doing anything bc it was sweet.
- FUCK COURTNEY'S FAMILY EXCEPT EDDIE broooo I wish the crown prince would get them executed I am particularly annoyed by her fucking idiot brother
also her mom is the worst
- the crown prince dressing as a woman. yes please
- poor anton is the MVP in this story and he probably gets nightmares and a lot of anxiety bc of the prince. thank you for your service
- that s2 cliffhanger is diabolical !!!!!!!!!!
I KNOW HES BEING MIND-CONTROLLED OR SOME SHIT LIKE THAT BUT PLEASE PLEASE PLEADE callisto PLEASE kill fucking derrick i despise him so bad I KNOW ivonne has cast a spell on him but I HATE HIM ARRGHHH please die derrick.
thank god the crown prince is here and being the only reasonable person and a smart adult ( the duke is also a bit better than before ). thank god.
the return of ivonne is making me genuinely stressed like i have physical symptoms of anxiety lmaoooo. but it seems like the characters are maaaaybe not following the game's fate exactly ??? like ILY so much emily !!! and reynold having a kind of realisation that he didn't act like himself ?????? PLEASE GOD let these characters break the game's script omg !*!*@&@&@&*@*!*!
okay so i've started reading this today and been at it for hours now and its sooo good. this is very well written. ch 42 is making me cry like a baby bro. i have a lot of familial issues, not as bad as Penelope but somd things are very similar between us so this is killing me. she's so real... sometimes kindness and forgiveness come too late. sometimes they come with conditions, only if you change first, if you get a backbone or if you concede your true self. the violence and the neglect of the past don't disappear, and the new good things are not enough.
sorry for thinking "too deep", but i will keep reading with a lot of affection. i'm very curious to see how this story will end.






the author of this manga is mentally ill. and so am i now. like everyone else finishing this story, i'm crying, haha
but yeah i am never reading that again
lol im about to start my 3rd reread ╥﹏╥