Heaven's no, you're not weird at all! I've seen multiple people with the same feeling in past years as well!
There is a possibility that you are lithromantic (someone who has romantic tendencies that fade upon reciprocation). It is on the aromantic spectrum. If you have some sort of trauma or experiences that negatively impacted your self image a...... reply
did repeat a song 5 times a day
did repeat a song 5 times a day
