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On chapter 24, and I have to say the MC rubs me the wrong way.

To start of, I understand that she believes she is in a game and this belief is further solidified by the gaming elements (the system window, quests, status system etc)

But I can't stand the fact that she is just forgiving people left and right. Currently she doesn't see herself as Tulia. She experiences a little of what Tulia has since she was young and realises that Tulia is truly a very lonely and definitely abused character. And therefore, because she KNOWS what Tulia has gone through, she should have felt that accepting their apologies wasn't her right. I'm not asking for much, there could just be a scene where she walks away after 'accepting' the apology, going but it's too late or something. But instead, she is just straight up accepting and being understanding of them. Like, what gives you the right?

Also, there are instances where she feels wrong for not approaching others sincerely, which points to her beginning to feel that she might not be in a game. (Which is great, and makes her accepting their apologies in tulia's place even more unforgivable.) But in my opinion, it feels a little like taking the easy way out. It feels like the author wants to show her as someone who is manipulative but kind. She plans and strategizes for survival, but she feels bad for it (taking advantage of others). And all I have to say is, be shameless with it? You're doing it for your survival? Just own up to it? Idk, it feels like she's backtracking.

And don't get me started on how everything feels somewhat convenient. Besides the speech issue at the start, no maid at start, everything else seems to be going well for her. Need to speak fluently for the meeting which you probably don't have enough information about? I've got you, with these 2 titles you'll be able to outsmart 2 people who have probably spent a long extensive time researching the land and economic prospects. Major exam? No worries, just buy a title! Someone plotting against you? Oh what a coincidence! Your maid just happened to see it happen! Your cousin siked rabid wolves on you? We've got you! Your brother saw they were acting shady and came to help you! And as a little freebie, here's the crown prince (which you've been trying to connect with) coming to help you with your predicament.

See what I mean? Everything somehow unfolds perfectly for her. (I would also like to add the way she dealt with the wolves situation was, in my opinion, completely and utterly stupid. She quite literally let her pride get in the way. For someone who is supposedly desperate to live, she doesn't seem that desperate to me.

I'm probably not in the right frame of mind to read this honestly but oh well.

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