Guys, like ik ML means well, but imagine this scenario irl. Being a mentally ill freshman in college and you decided to get with some grown ass gangster man. He showers you in gifts and you're dependent on him. Y'all move in together but like he owns the place. Like this is lowkey a power imabalanced horror story.
The pacing is throwing me off. I wish both the mc and ml get to develop seperately as people more than they are as a couple, because rn they barely are individuals.
I'm starting to dislike when they hangout now cause I don't get to see MC's other personality or characteristics at all, other than the fact he likes ML and that he thinks that ML's affections are temporary and he's faking it.









OMG WHY IS THIS SHIT SO ASS???? Thought I was gonna read some more nuance stuff with how hard it's trying to explore MC psyche but should have known from how much r*pe scene was shown it won't.