My guess is he’s probably had a slight crush on mc during their middle school years that started to grow as they got older
And that he doesn’t wanna sleep with him bc either he doesn’t wanna destroy the image he’s had for the mc up until this point so he says those things to trick his own mind
or he thinks that the mc is too “pure” to do it with him









the uke just always looks nervous and uneasy no matter what lmao