Death was truly freedom for them. Although others may say that the ending of this manga is tragic or “a bad ending,” I think that if we look at it from Alan and Hayden’s perspective, it was their means of escape from the things that burdened them. They spent their lives trapped in circumstances that suffocated them. Alan struggled with religion and constantly burdened by guilt because of the beliefs imposed on him and Hayden having his own hardships with his family too. The world around them never gave them the comfort or understanding they desperately needed. Instead, they were forced to endure it for so long... In a world where neither of them had a true home, they found one within each other’s presence. They died together, but they were no longer alone. Their “home” was never a physical place, but being beside each other.
This truly was a good read, even if it tore off a part of my soul. I have never been the same ever since. Everything is written and expressed beautifully. I hope that in another life of Alan and Hayden, life would be much kinder to them.










Oh wow, what a BIG dick. I sometimes can’t take the smut parts seriously because of how big his dick is. That’s a freaking GREAT SWORD bro.