I barely read yuri since I couldnt help but feel uncomfortable from my self projection but now that I've moved on, I finally get to appreciate yuri! Funny how some scenes here also happened to me. "Oh she lies to others? Well she told me she doesnt wanna lie to me and will never do that", "oh, a sudden kiss on the cheek? Yeah she freaking did that as well". Only difference is atleast blondie likes Ju-ah and I got played :P
This is such a safe story to start exploring the theme of bdsm. There might be not much terminologies it could teach you but it will atleast show you how healthy the scene could be. Since bdsm seemed to be a hardcore thing that only "freaks" would go for, this story will show you that yes, light bdsm exist and there is no need to treat people who are into it as "freaks", plus, it is only scary if you dont fully trust your play partner.
Building trust, opening yourself to try things, scratching out other plays if your partner is not into it, communicating with your partner, taking things slow, both having command while doing it, almost everything is here. I love this so much.
This is fucking messy. They add one plot bridge after another for the sake of drama. A foreshadow would have been VERY nice, you know. And who the fuck is Mr. Seo?? Why introduce a character literally at the last freaking chapter, he wasnt even relevant at this point. This was really good, I love the story as a concept itself but the way it was told is just nuh-uh.
The locking yoonjae up part was just so unnecessary, and ML kept making me shout "what the fuck is stopping you!" for the nth time every time he kept dodging the question and not telling MC the truth. This could have ended if he just told MC everything after finally finding him, but since this is a story, drama is necessary, however they could have put him in a worse situation that really actually prevents him from speaking but NO. He's already at the top of the food chain and nobody could touch him so seriously what the fuck was stopping him?
The cousin was a big lost too, he was clearly used as a plot device despite looking so important to them, they could have utilized him more. Plus, planting the ugly twink esper as a spy inside the association wasnt utilized too, bro literally did nothing for the terrorist peeps.
*Sighs* overall, plotwise 10/10, but because of the execution and storytelling it's a 5 for me. Such a big waste, honestly. This could have been an all time guideverse banger if it was told really well.
Its been a while since I liked both couples. Sihyeon and baekkyun are adorable as fuck man. And really love how seonwoo got fucked figuratively and literally. I dont dislike any of them, maybe because I get to understand each of their side. For some reason, I feel way empathic way than normal. I get that there are parts where some of them act like a bitch, but they had their own reasons, not to defend them but for them to be understood. Basically what taesoo did to seonwoo, he wasnt really completely enabling seonwoo, he was just understanding the reason behind those actions. Anyway, good read, didnt expect that.
My who body shook, broke out in cold sweat, felt lightheaded, wanted to cry but no tears coming out, and a lot of negative emotions due to a fucking misunderstanding, I feel so pathetic I just wanna laugh at myself. I cursed the whole guild for not changing their name due to it being named after ano, thinking that ano as andante's ex lover and that he still had not moved on, wished death for all the guild members for cheerishing ano yet treated hyoseop like he was nothing, JUST FOR ANO TO BE CODA'S LOVER AND ANDANTE'S BROTHER?!??!
BOY I TELL YOU, THE BETRAYAL I FELT IN BEHALF OF HYOSEOP WAS WAY INTENSE I FELT MY OLD TRAUMA OPENING! I had war flashbacks when I saw that hyoseop was a mere second choice and was never and will never be part of onaip no matter how strong he is or whatever he do. For the first time in the whole story, I agreed with yoo jin despite me being so freaking annoyed by him, I just wanted hyoseop to resign and leave that bitchass andante. I was so sure he was an asshole who never loved hyoseop and wanted to use him only as a mere guide and as ano's rebound that no matter what he said, I couldnt believe any of it. My anger and feeling of being betrayed only died down when coda said ano was his lover lol
Anyway this is a good fucking read I speedrun it for 12 hrs, I just wished it didnt end with just a one single chapter. I dont even know the reason why yoo jin quit nsa, I need explanation to that as well. Hyoseop my baby, I will protect you, even if it means killing andante that motherfucking bastard.











I need more chapters of them being together! I want to see them struggle for being an alphaxalpha pair! I wanna see their relationship getting stronger and finally introducing each other to their parents! I want more jewon overcoming his insecurities and jushin giving him the right amount of affirmation! I want more of them uwaaaahhh!