lol only at ch 4 but somehow this is funny af! (≧∀≦) Though the tension at thr start of friday night made me hope for a moment she would really tell him to do what he said himself before. to get down on his knees like the dog he is and masturbate! I really would have liked for things to start off this way... ┗( T﹏T )┛
why tf is the word 'god' in the summary censored?! people nowadays are just too fucking oversensitive and are censoring every little unimportant shit! this is not a pathetic social media site! here there is no censorship necessary whatsoever!
There is literally only one reason I can think of for this and I can’t imagine it’s the case bc I can only think of religious reasons, specifically for Jewish people. I’ve heard that they are supposed to avoid writing (or typing) God’s name. But I feel like any person reading this is probably not religious lol
Aaaahhhhh I'm so disappointed Tay should have at least penetrated him as revenge before leaving! What he did was barely giving Ilay blue balls! Considering Ilay raped him before and all he is way too forgiving! Absolutely unsatisfying!!!
And the cliffhanger at ch 77 is fucking illegal!
I wouldn't quite say he likes bottoming, he doesn't completely hate it always though. but he didn't even do that much in this case only swordfighting lol. It wouldn't have been weird at all seeing Taein topping, maybe different but it would have been awesome! He never even got to top Xianlu or what's his name... ╥﹏╥
No i mean from the future perspective tae liked the things he did with illy before the rape he like the foreplay and his kisses and rubbing together you will see him admitting in future chapter he just wanted his dick to be small , he never intended to top illy thats what im saying he wnated to top xinlu which xinlu denied and he lost interest in him as well and became interested in ily
ok even starting from ch 26 it's not a 100% healthy relationship but on the other hand it might only seem like this because the alpha is actually aware that what he does is wrong, he has selfawareness, can control himself even when rutting (which never happens in any other omegaverse story) and really cares for the omega's opinion. while in omegaverses with "healthy" relationships the alpha doesn't give af, they are incapable of controlling themselves even if they adore their omega with the excuse of it being the fault of the pheromones/rut/heat and the omega excuses their behaviour as well. which is actually idiotic, toxic and I believe it should be much worse than what happens in this story. but because those stories don't show any resistance from the omega or conciousness shown by the alpha but this story here does... it makes this relationship seem more toxic than the "healthy" relationships in other omegaverses. even though it's not.
I feel with both of them. The omega is simply too broken. One year is barely enough time to digest what happened much less to even start healing. And the alpha doesn't know about any of this and therefore acts the only loving way he knows which unfortunately is the exact way to make someone as broken as the omega to feel like he's being imprisoned and can't breath. Hell, even I felt like that while reading this! Out of fear of loosing the omega the alpha tries to get closer to him only to make him retreat more and more. Therefore this relationship is kinda toxic due to all the misunderstandings even though it would be a perfectly healthy relationship if both of them were healthy and tried to understand each other more (which is nearly impossible due to heavy past trauma) and not easy when someone has been ignorant of the partners circumstances all this time...
Hopefully things stay on a healthy course from ch 26 on
Boy's diggin' his own grave( ̄∇ ̄")