Is this story smth like “sadistic beauty side B ?” Then I will give it a shot. I NEED PSYCHOLOGICAL theme not just abusive fucking.
Psychological? probably if your relating it to the way sadististic beauty side is. But im saying there is A LOT, A LOOOOOT of rpe/abuse. straight up physical abuse many times. It is way worse and more intense than what mc in SB side goes through. That's where the psychological comes in since he is quite literally tortured here. Very good psychological in that the author knows how to write these scenes so emotionally charged. Im ngl I was surprised I was so affected the way I was reading this I had to drop so many times and Ive read many just as bad in terms of graphic scenes. Also recc the other work No reason if you want psychological as it had a similar effect and is just as intense and depressing
but its shorter. A normal work takes me a day to finish max. This and No reason took me 3+ months to read. this and no reason are really bad but if you want stuff like SB side thats it TT... good luck o7
Thank you for explaining. I think I’m kinda ready for that stuff since psychological must involve with lots of trauma and character (in term of behavior and emotion) development and regression. Just want to make sure that the writer emphasize on those part more than fantasize abusive sex and rape. Plus what I really like from sadistic beauty is the way the writer define the feeling of MC toward ML. He might feel anything from what he’s been through but that never be love. Thanks for the rec tooo. I might start with that first and give my self more prep time for this story
Tbh the ML is carrying these whole story. I like dominant mc but he is too thick in the head. He just dodged every confession (not a direct confession but bruh look at his action) the ML gave him and always came with the assumption that ml is not happy to stay beside him. I know there is something sketchy about ML action and history but I begggggggg youuuu please speak your goddamn mind. There are your thought written more than everything in this story combined, I knew it’s the main plot and his character here but this is too farrrrrr. You are hurting your big big wife
The chemistry is so good. The ml is so fucking type. Idc how fuck up his brain and personality is. I’m all in. Also, mc is attractive as hell … but tbh both of them are too stupid to be top of big organization and hitman. We won’t see them taking another one off but yeah their clothes definitely off.











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