I’m shocked and speechless at how many people think Chase is throwing a tantrum and being dramatic for no reason by trying to die. I’m surprised he even made it this long before getting suicidal tendencies. His life is a fking mess and he’s always felt like he had zero control over himself and what happens to him.
My dude is DEPRESSED. Who wants to live a life where they’re just meant to be a breeding horse? This woman coming in here all crazy only made things worse for his already fragile mental state. It’s not just “omg learn to deal with your emotions.” He literally thinks his emotions don’t MATTER. That’s why he doesn’t control them because people keep proving that his feelings don’t matter at all.
What makes me love this manhwa is it’s about two people at the same time. Our main character is both Moon Joowon and Paganini. They have so many similarities between them, both having lingering regrets in their lives and it’s amazing how the author manages to make it not just about being OP and reliving your successful past life but about recognizing that not everything was perfect.
Even as Paganani, he fucked up many aspects of his life to sacrifice his “soul to the devil” for music. Essentially, Paganini’s old life was like Moon Joowon’s mom right now. And I want Moon Joowon to walk his own path, instead of copying Paganini or being himself. I wish he can show in this competition what Paganini himself would’ve done differently - to honor his new life for creating something new as Moon Joowon, while also honoring his old life by giving them what Paganani actually wanted to be versus what the people saw him as.
Oh hell no I thought it couldn’t get worse but apparently yes. His brother is a POS at this point. No redemption please. He’s gone way too far, it’s ridiculous. What a disgusting person. There were so many ways he could’ve worded his “concerns” better, but nah he chose the most homophobic words ever. Fuck him.









The more I think this mf can’t get more unhinged, he pulls shit like this and breaks my expectations lol