mokyeong try to kill himself but he failed then he got himself a therapist and move on with his life. the end.
Talking from a POV of an Intp, (as I am one and Mok-yeon too) we are very prone to getting attached to unhealthy things at times be it friendships or something else. We know it's not gonna last long yet we grab onto that till the very end. We learn it the hard way. Even so we wanna be happy we just can't be. There's always this guilt self criticism going on deep inside our mind despite our boredom and indifference on the outside. His monologue here, the way he's getting wasted away, ghosting everyone, harming himself, doesn't care about life anymore, hits home to me (it's usually a self harming tactics I've followed for long time now). It almost feels like I'm in his place. He may not have taken good steps since the beginning of the story, but I can kinda see where it's coming from. I genuinely hope he gets better! I feel really bitter in my heart seeing him like that.








lmao its been awhile since i read BL that make me laugh so hard… they both are funny af