Soo i used to read this one yaoi shit but i forgot the name, its about this one red haired photographer and a model, last I remember they were in a bathroom(theyve been there for like 8? chapters) the model has black hair and is wayy taller than the mc(red hair?) I dont remember their names at ALL but i think the mls alias was Eli
Soo im looking for mostly really disgusting and psychologically destroying bls, ive read lots alreayd and i gen cant find any more, also i woyld LOVE one where the mc khs at the end Ive read so many but i just need more. Also maybe some bls that are like REALLY kinky, bdsm and shit, I WANT THE MOST DISGUSTING OIECES OF CRAP EVER XREATED. PLEASE IM ON MY KNEES ♂♂♂
I dont think they kill themselves but the 3 most messed up thing i can remember from the top of my head are:
madk
canis
dog eats dog (i think 1 of them might die in the end but i dont know for sure tho)
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/dear_teddy_bear/
my first thought is ‘kick the bucket’ i don’t rmb if anyone died tho but it was smth
Ily guys