*siiiigh* i need a bf or a bsf like gucchi or nishihara because almost every fudan or fujo online nowadays are completely coated in layers upon layers of irony and are usually obviously only saying they like yaoi because it’s trendy now despite being the same people to bully yaoi enjoyers way back when… they don’t get the lifestyle, the idea that yaoi is the light at the end of a dark tunnel… i need someone who understands the feeling of looking at two guys in public and thinking who would be the seme or uke, or shipping seiyuu together… unfortunately, my anxiety makes that IMPOSSIBLE!!!!!!（/TДT)/ gucchi… nishihara… where are you in this current era… ╥﹏╥