Got an imaginable boner from this chapter - JOOBIN LOOK, THE POSES, STANCES, SHOES TOUCHING ALL TALK AND POWER DISPLAY, MMMMMM THAT'S SO HPT OH MY LORD
I don't think he knows about it, maybe he's just remembering when he couldn't save his parents, that helpless feeling of failing to protect or save the people he loves
I was not ready for the end ╥﹏╥