Haliuka's Topics (17)

First time seeing my disorder portrayed in a manghwa. Bipolar disorder. Hehehehe. I've been skipping a few doses of my meds too, Seo Jeongwon. I kinda get you. My heart goes out to you.

Wow I only came for a light hearted comedy BL but this is deep! Their relationship and feelings feel so real and I love it.

As someone who has severe anxiety and bipolar disorder, and manages it with cocktail of meds and therapy, I relate so so so much with Geon.

But I also love how Suo is rational, mature and can communicate.

I'm looking forward to their growth as a person and in relationship!

Literal cliff-hanger

Gahh this was such a good read!! Agonizing, tragic and gut wrenching! I loved how the author portrayed destiny and how one could never escape their destiny, every decision, every path they took to escape their destiny would lead them closer to their dreaded destiny. And fate, the MC could never escape his fate of becoming the Sura's lover. MC's life was doomed the moment Sura decided that he would be his lover. And the Sura loved him wholeheartedly, maddeningly and sickeningly for that was his, the God of War's, expression of love.

Aside from my opinion about this manhwa overall, Mujin is a disgusting, diabolical, manipulative, cruel, psychopathic and selfish filth. That's right, he's not pitiful, he does not deserve sympathy, he's just a filth that taints everything he touches. He does not deserve happiness.

I reread the story and realized how he never really loved Cho-Ah. All he wanted to do was to possess him -- his eyes, his body, his smile, his emotions, his fate and his will -- at any cost for the MC showed him kindness, loved him and promised to never abandon him. Thus, the God of War made sure that he kept his promise.

He never cared about his lover's well-being, opinion and his wishes so long as he was not abandoned. That's all there is to his acts of love.

There was never a 'true' remorse and regret in his actions. Just a display of such emotions to manipulate Cho-Ah not to abandon him. Even when the MC said he was hurting him when he raped him, he gaslighted him saying "I'm hurt too, you should console me." He would not tolerate the MC speaking a few words to anyone other than him and he would rape him regardless of the MC's wishes for his body was Sura's not his own anymore.

Soooooo, anyone saying Mujin is pitiful, that he only wanted to be happy, that the MC didn't try to understand him, that he desperately tried to defy his destiny, uhh NO THE FUCK NOT.
When he murdered the little girl and ate him, a part of him was satisfied and revered in it deep down. Even if the MC understood him and accepted him, he would not have changed. He still would have murdered every precious person in MC's life should the MC not agree to him. And he would continue to gaslight, guilt-trip, manipulate, rape and torture him all the same should there be any defiance from the MC.

It was really good. Such a unique story. Love the characters so much. I'm so glad that they found each other and a sense of belonging in one another. Everything turned out for the better. Gahh. What a beautiful read was that.

Leila is fucking stupid for not choosing Kyle. Imagine choosing your abuser who belittles you, mocks you, makes life difficult for you just bc he has low EQ and forces his sexual desires onto you. The duke is an irredeemable filth. Dropped.

I want a torture and revenge fanfic for the ML

(I just finished watching Strangers from Hell k-drama and I wish the ML would be tortured by Seo Moon-jo)

Strangle the ML with the chains in his sleep so that he's not a cosmic error anymore

Gooood I love the MC soooo much. He isn't a pushover, stands up for himself, doesn't blush or act weak when the ML threatens/acts out of line, calls out the ML's BS and is smart enough to run for his life when he realized how fucked up the ML is.

How about lending your dick to help