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Ok so this was a story set in Thailand not Jp or Korea. It revolved around past lives situation. Main character uke had fallen in love w son of some sort of mafia situation and seme’s father did not approve of I remember cause homo. Anyway they get an apartment and live there till dad comes and brandishes a gun killing the uke w the seme killing himself. Afterwards we come back to their second reincarnation and this is I think happening in college we’re our uke is in a Thai desert club and also ends up meeting his old lover from the past life who is tan this time around. Help please Σ(っ°Д °;)っ

Summary
Two guys are part of what i believe is an orchestra/troupe one is a muscular tall dark haired man who has a musical rival in the troupe shorter than him maybe brown hair(vibe i got from the screen tone) who turns out is engaging with the mc as friends w benefits mc is bottom whilst ml is top. With the fist chapter having the two meet in a hotel room with the ml explaining to the Mc about how to be able to perform without loosing breath with a straw trick. The main story is completed and in the shounen Ai category since they never did (if i remember right) but did do it in a oneshot. Please if u know send me it!