the confession and them nearly switching aside.... im thinking about the moral implications of what jake said this chapter..... i think ch103 is the most sure confirmation of jake's tendencies of some personality disorder that i can't confirm bc im not a professional.
im beginning to think a confession a few minutes after saying he doesn't regret anything he's done and "this is who i am" is refreshing as hell. imo it's also 10x better than hearing it from someone who's scared of/regretting admitting the things they've done already... i feel like jake is so damn honest with shin that it becomes a strong point in their relationship eventually i hope. they're communicating and jake is good to shin. it's an unrealistic dynamic for sure
also im so glad jake's working for the "good" guys... mf is a weapon on his own
im obviously open to criticism and for someone who knows about the moral and/or ethical implications of jake's words more than me to tell me about it
with everything, I'm such a big fan of woo yeol's character. I know we're fans of seong-ah especially, but can I just gush about woo yeol for a second? He's such a green flag to me, an excellent lover when it comes down to it and I actually fucking love his traits. What a champ
Also as I'm typing this, I realise he's kind of similar to gintoki in terms of resilience, perseverance, kindness for those in need, and the tendency to do the right thing even if it took some odd executions, even their jobs are the same kind. I adore gintoki so it males sense I'd be the same with woo yeol
Now that you mention it I see the Gintoki, the only difference is that he takes his job more seriously and isn't a gambler... So he might be MORE of a green flag than Gin is lmfao
you know how in ch9 jake says "bigger than i thought. and darker" when he sees shin's dick for the first time, which means jake was imagining/thinking of what shin looked like naked as soon as he met him on day 1.... i always think about this.......
great now it's me who can't stop thinking about it
The little detail in ch99 with jake's ear going pink after shin confidently tells jake he'll deal with the car stuff is the most adorable thing I've ever noticed about jake... he's so affected by shin it makes me dizzy
I also noticed how jake blushes a lot more often post argument, the author has put so much work into this shit it also could've been a novel
i would love to see them switch... even a hint of them switching during sex would have me die happy. with this author, i feel like it's safe for me to assume they'll switch at least once with jake legit enjoying it. i just want that for the both of them, it's going to open so many levels of romance between them
i need to see more depictions of breath control play in the genre please
practice safe kids!