I agree with executive director about "executive director" thing
Everytime i read some sort of story with erotica and characters have physical relationship within the same field of work or just know each other from their respective jobs, shit hits the fan, and you have things like "omg, conductor, its so big", "mr electrician, not there" and "ah, counselor, it feels so good!" like man, shut up, use names
It's truly upsetting to see such a low rating to this story, authors did a great job depicting very toxic relationship that started from desperation, lead to so much abuse and ended with codependency: this relationship might never work, but this world already rejected them, so they dont really have a choice
I might argue about minho though, but he became so traumatized and desensitized with constant fear and assault, that deep down he doesnt know if he could even live normally. Constant sexual, physical and emotional abuse would make you completely numb and unintested in your own life. I love how they took time to show how his rational side would speak, he would desperately try to grasp at straws, but he doesn't have anyone, even his family doesn't want him anymore, he doesn't have anyone to rely on, he completely shut himself down with substances and tried to kill himself in the end. That moment when his dad said to not contact him anymore legit broke me. I really wanted him to be happy, but even his mind didnt allow him to think of that, he would go back to hating himself. There's also some sympathy to wookyung, i know it's hard to feel any sympathy to abuser, but i understand where is this controlling nature coming from, desire to please people around him, constant confusion about his own feelings and actions, desperate attempts to have his fragile feelings fulfilled. I think its fine to hate characters for their action while also understand how they became abusive, nothing in this story justified his actions, but only showed how he's just as ugly as those leeches he beat up at the bar, because he didn't think about himself like that while doing the same exact things. Ugh, i dont have enough words to say how i appreciate these characters writing, the intentions are co clear, it makes me so confused why people even think that author intentions were to glorify abuse? Maybe because of the ending? I think every ending would work, be it succesfull suicide or even homicide, but it was codepency here and i think it works too, everything might happen here, they could live better lives or go down the same path of fear and abuse again. But im glad minho admitted that he wanted to live after suicide attempt, i want to believe everything will be good.









Omg, do not get a boner in front of your boyfriend's father Σ(  ̄□ ̄||)