I hope u know that u aren't alone in this
I kinda get what ur saying cus I get bouts of elation about and motivation for going outside, n then I lose it completely n feel like shit cus I can't bring myself to go outside or focus on feeling like shit once I'm outside
idk if u even want any advice n i get that each person is diff so this might not ev...... 1 reply
ppl who WILL NOT treat another person with even the most basic of courtesy or empathy and have to be convinced by that person that they deserve to be treated with basic respect
LIKE WHY THE FUCK DO I HAVE TO PROVEMYSELF TO YOU IN ORDER FOR YOU TO EVEN LOOK AT ME??????
WHO THE FUCK DO U THINK YOU ARE??????
also ppl who hate stupid ppl PISS ME OFF
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maybe its cuz I'm still young and my brain is still cooking r whateva but I feel like I feel too much like I can't even take history in person even tho its my goat cus learning abt sad events genuinely makes me cry, ill lidally be sitting in the back of the room crying over ppl who died from the fucking bubonic plague or like ill be watching some bs show and a character death will have me actually grieving, like freaking heart pain from the sadness is this normal guys am I freaked out
