I hope that fuckass family doesn't blame Sahan and paint him as the "cause" or "tipping point" of Philip's suicide. If they cannot keep a suicidal family member safe in their huge fucking mansion I don't think they have the right to be even slightly annoyed at Sahan. They've constantly been asking Sahan to drop everything and fly to the US just to make sure Philip doesn't khs and has a chance to heal but have never taken into consideration Sahan's own mental health and *his* need to heal. I know they are terrified of losing a family member but my God... they give me the ick.
Having a chapter revealing that MC doesn't know what a safeword is and that he was never given the power to stop the play with his "Master" then immediately following it up in the next few chapters with a sex scene with the ML where MC's pleas to stop and his reluctance to doing it in public are completely ignored and everything he says is "playfully" brushed off as a lie ("I already came!", "Sure you did.") is so euuuuuugh D: left a bad taste in my mouth. I wanna continue reading though. Just a little rant lmao like holy shit what a stupid succession of chapters!!! I thought the safeword being brought up was going to lead up to a scene where MC is seriously freaked out and when he yells to stop the ML immediately listens and MC realizes his words carry weight when having "normal" sex. Very stupid!
I know they'd be the kind of couple who would die of old age at maximum a week apart... I know Haebom was saying that as a declaration of undying love and fidelity but I have faith that's what's actually going to happen, Ho gets laid to rest and Haebom comes with him a week later after settling both their affairs no matter how long he tries to keep living for baby Sol. The kind of soulmates they are.









if you're going to be an asshole at least be interesting omg this relationship is so bum... we stayed in the bottom's pov for far too long it got tiring, it would've been more interesting to see it from the top's pov a little bit earlier too to counter the bottom's constant verbal abuse. meh